Jan 11, 2004 23:07
Josh left. I miss him alot. I know I will get to see him next weekend but even a few days seem like years to me. I've been way busy with starting a new quarter and everything to be able to updatge alot. I want to send everyone prayers who need them, because I think we all need a little prayer. My classes are going alright. I've been having some gnarly dreams lately, I guess it means I am stressed out. At least that's what the Psychologist said. Lately I've been having dreams about my mom trying to stab me with knife around our old neighborhood pool and it was really scary. Then one about my sister and I fighting and being really mean (prob because she was super mean to me during the break) and then again last night where my mom was being mean to me and my whole family got into a fight at a diner party that I left for like 2 secs and everyone said how embarassing my family was and no one would talk to us. We ended up living a in a tent out of our van and I had like no stuff or room/space to myself it sucked. I don't really know what I have been stressing about though nothing has really happened. I guess sometimes people just have messed up dreams.