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Woah, i've just spent the last 20mins going thru my lj, got to 24th November 2004 before decided i'd share this with the rest of you! It's weird to look back and read what was going through my mind a year and a bit ago, most of it was "partae" what happend to that part of me? i guess it was different sort of partying, no alkeyhol involved! working strange shifts thus going to see wintermute_20 during the week, working at the weekend but having a great time nonetheless. I guess maybe working those strange days is *slighly* better than working m-f 9-5 tho this is better pay...O_o makes me wonder if i really want to be in an office all the time...
my mind is constantly changing about the type of job i want and i honestly don't know now lol! i was good at my job at SCS, it was that b1tch who made it a nightmare for me! it was a good thing that it was a brand new store so everyone was there from the start and there was opportunity to be senior admin. if i were to do that again, i doubt there would be opportunity =/ i dunno, office work, shop work (admin based), who knows?!
it's quite funny too coz most of my posts were "i'm gonna stop smoking" and i did for a while, then it started again only to stop again this (last) year over the summer - pretty much after dam it really calmed down. my paranoia isn't *as* immense but it's still there, but i guess it's shown me that i *have* moved forward over the year, that i *have* accomplished things and i *am* a better person through it all. esp with leaving alot of drama behind.
I suggest reading through your journals and see how much has changed in a year...you may be pleasantly surprised...
my mind is constantly changing about the type of job i want and i honestly don't know now lol! i was good at my job at SCS, it was that b1tch who made it a nightmare for me! it was a good thing that it was a brand new store so everyone was there from the start and there was opportunity to be senior admin. if i were to do that again, i doubt there would be opportunity =/ i dunno, office work, shop work (admin based), who knows?!
it's quite funny too coz most of my posts were "i'm gonna stop smoking" and i did for a while, then it started again only to stop again this (last) year over the summer - pretty much after dam it really calmed down. my paranoia isn't *as* immense but it's still there, but i guess it's shown me that i *have* moved forward over the year, that i *have* accomplished things and i *am* a better person through it all. esp with leaving alot of drama behind.
I suggest reading through your journals and see how much has changed in a year...you may be pleasantly surprised...