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OK so i'm really happy now! i mean good things have been happening lately! my money for college is working out!!! i'm so excited to start college and live in my new apartment. its going to be so fun! i finally feel mature now and i'm growing up! isnt that kind of scary!??!? but i know i am ready for it!
and now i might like someone! i know i know.....don't get too ahead of myself. and i'm not. i wasnt even expecting it. i mean you could look it in a really GOOD way and think well hey she has that one dumb boy out of her life! and yes he is out of my life for good. there are people in life that just drag you down and want you to live in their misery as well. but you just have to CUT them off. and thats exactly what i did. i deleted him from every aspect of my life. the only thing that sucks......he'll be here in august for a show. and i will be there BUT not for him. for someone else......and a really good band called FOX FORCE 5! so check em out! :) but yea also my hang outs are the same places where he hangs out on the weekends....but MY friends keep me so busy when we are there....i'm just all over the place! so i wont even see him THANK GOD!....and i really do mean thank god. i thank god for everything in my life right now! and for allowing me to let go of something old and dragging me down in life and allowing me to open up to someone new!
so tonight<-------going to a show! some show brady booked. supposed to be really good! i want to go to the zoo! but thats all in time.....going to an ASTROS game on thursday!! yes! ok well more later! love ya!