BOY NOW!

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I need a boy. I want to notch it up with Joe again. I think the reason I can't help thinking about it is because for once I was on the receiving end. For once a boy wanted to please ME! I talked to him a little bit before we got crazy and he seemed like an interesting person. Don said he is going to give him my number. I wonder if Joe will use it. I wonder what his thoughts are about Saturday night. The night ended so quickly we didn't get a chance to really talk or anything. I wish I could turn back time, do it all over again, and I wish I would have told him to stay longer so we could talk. He was goofy and dorky and thats just how I like my boys. I can't say I like him because I don't even know him at all. I know he's from Virginia and that he has done some bad things in his life but has turned it around. I know he used to be fat and ugly, but not anymore. That has made him insecure though. I like that his insecurity has not made him shy. I think he would be an interesting person I would like to get to know more.

See this is why I shouldn't notch. I get someone attached to the boy for about a week and miss him or maybe just the way he made me feel. But only the nice boys like Kory (well we actually has something for a little bit, Bradford (not anymore because he is fucking akward), and now Joe. It tripped me out that everyone knew him. And Kory said he was a great guy. He did say though that he usually cuddles and splits. But he definitely did more than cuddle with me so who knows. I'm pathetic!

Anyways today was Katie's birthday. It blows my mind that today was the first time she ever really celebrated a birthday. I'm glad I helped make it special because I know how important birthdays are and I care about them just as much. And I know what it feels like to have a shitty birthday and I'm glad her 21st wasn't.

HOLY SHIT MALORI COMES HOME TODAY! YAY!!!!! See ya Thursday!!