Private
I hate doing this. I just finished work, and Portkeyed home again. The benefit is that Oliver is still asleep, and I can crawl into bed with him and wake him up slowly. I love doing that. After we're through, relaxed, we'll shower and I'll change the sheets while Oliver puts a meal together. Then he's off to train and I go to bed, and when he gets back, he wakes me. He's a bit rougher than I am at that. Sirius taught me what I'd been missing with Penelope. Oliver has taught me what I was missing all along.
This move has been so good for him. He's much calmer and more relaxed than I've ever seen him since school. He really loves nothing more than flying and Quidditch. I'm not so sure it was right for me, but I'm with Oliver, and I suppose that's the most important thing. I do love him, but he unnerves me at times. He's taught me many things since we arrived, and says there is more for me to learn. He asked me to tie him up last night. It was different. Incredibly arousing, but still... there was something in his attitude that bothered me. I can't quite decide what it was. I'm a bit more bothered by my own reaction, by the dark thrill I got from restraining him so tightly. It might be interesting to switch and have him tie me, but I'm not sure he would. He enjoyed it too much the other way.
Well.
Gil was kind enough to let me know about a post opening here, and I've put in the appropriate paperwork. Now I just wait. It's so frustrating, but it will be worth it when I can finally spend the whole night in Oliver's arms.
This move has been so good for him. He's much calmer and more relaxed than I've ever seen him since school. He really loves nothing more than flying and Quidditch. I'm not so sure it was right for me, but I'm with Oliver, and I suppose that's the most important thing. I do love him, but he unnerves me at times. He's taught me many things since we arrived, and says there is more for me to learn. He asked me to tie him up last night. It was different. Incredibly arousing, but still... there was something in his attitude that bothered me. I can't quite decide what it was. I'm a bit more bothered by my own reaction, by the dark thrill I got from restraining him so tightly. It might be interesting to switch and have him tie me, but I'm not sure he would. He enjoyed it too much the other way.
Well.
Gil was kind enough to let me know about a post opening here, and I've put in the appropriate paperwork. Now I just wait. It's so frustrating, but it will be worth it when I can finally spend the whole night in Oliver's arms.