Jan 22, 2005 16:46
i have so many emotions and memorys all in my head trying to tell me how i feel orsomething or why i keep on thinking about the one thing that keeps on coming back in my head like every 30 minutes, or more. i hate that im thinking about it i dont know why i am at all. it kept me up this morning. i have no right to really even think the things i miiight be thinking. if these feeling are for real then they are dumb. i hate thinking i feel a way that i do not want to feel at all. this doesnt even have anything to do with anyone who would ever read this.
i cant wait to talk to a stranger. hopefully i will soon, and a different kind of stranger too, i think that would make me feel better if i talked to a stranger tonight. the first stranger that i wantr to actually talk to i cant wait so bad. im going to tell them so much. nno one else i could ever talk to.
im stressed.