Dec 05, 2004 20:41
i just wrote a 5 page creative responce...now its making me want to hurl. i hate having to have feelings for people. uhh.
its so crazy how you can know someone but you dont ever completely know them.
i am really likeing a specific few of my current friendships.
my dad is cool too, english muffins as well, they are soooooo good.
i really am going to try hard for alot of things.
you meant alot to me, i hope you dont fuck over your life. ahh
on my drive home from bonnies when i was alone i got such a weird feeling that i hate having about some people. like sometimes you cant control if you like some one or not and you do and you get the chills. but you get about people you wish you wouldnt. or just just wish you wouldnt get them at all because relationships are so dumb at this age. those do connect in my mind. im not sure. i just know that i love usher and beyonce andsometimes shit sucks but oh well. yeah.