Nov 03, 2004 23:06
well yeah so i had to find pictures of some of my animals so that i can put them in my article things in another perspective and i loved going through pictures! i saw ones from elemantry school and they were soooo funny. hahahah that time at rachaels when we put precious's underwear inthe freezer and put some sparkily goop all over her face hahahah. ant the 6th grade camping trip...oh man...ahahahah i also found this really scary GOTHIC picture of me when i waslike...10....ahahahah i was so scared when i saw it. but the ones of the animals were soooo cute, when rhymer was a baby, omg so cute! ahahah. but i also when ever i look at a picture of my mom for more than like 8 seconds i just start to get really sad about it. its so weird that she saw me then growing up and stuff and i dont remember it at all really, and i just wonder how i would be different if she was still here or what she would think of how i am. and i saw these pictures of me and drews birthday party when i was turning 2 and he was turning 4 and we were so cute and had green cakes. hahah. our birthday is coming up again soon but we wont have a party together with green cakes. the only thing that really seems kinda the same from when i was little is my dad. he looks pretty much the same and i guess acts pretty much the same. other than that i dontknow of anything that has been consistent from 6th grade till now. i just dont know how to feel about the world. i want things to be simple like then i was young but i like the struggle that i have to go through as well..
im done writing it hardly makes sence?