live like you were dyin'..... right??

[minishug_17]

its just been really hard lately for me...i knwo i have been complaining a lot but most people dont really know the real me. my life is way harder than you think. nothing has been going right. eigth grade was the best year of my life. we did everything that year. i made friends with wonderful people and we had soo much fun in DC and all the good girl talks at sleepovers..and our stupid crushes that don't matter now. it was when i actually had friends who cared about me and loved me. that has since changed this year. we all don't really get a long so here i am stuck out in left field with nobody to turn to. i hate it so much. i can't wait to get out of high school. most people say high school is supposed to be the best years of your life...but guess what for most people they are WRONG!! college will be so much better. no more drama...no stupid people..i can't wait.

also boys are getting very frusterating. they say they want one thing and end up doing the other. geez i just am soo confused. something always has to go wrong.

COMMENTS PLEASE...