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I'm in kind of a shock because I never thought it would happen to me. I got super drunk last night (friday). James and me went out for a long ass walk after that. It was 1 or 2 oclock in the morning. We walked down to a shopping center. Everything was closed though. I was still drunk because i can tell looking back that I had no judgment. James called out "CHYANN!!!" because her house is right there by the center. But her dad heard. of course he would but like i said we were drunk on taquila and so we had no thoughts. Her dad called the police and we got cought soon after that. The policeman called my parents and they found out everything. They were in shock also. I dont know why I decided to go out for that walk. No judgment i guess. I'm still a little dazed, i'm not really sure when i'll be ok. I think it might take awhile. It's because i'm used to getting away with everything. I've heard of people actually getting caught before but i never knew it would happen to me. I thought I was smarter than that. Well, if i ever drink again which i know i will, I know i'll be smarter. I wont break the curfew law again so at least i learned a lesson. I wont be drinking or blazing for awhile i know that. NOt going to be in the mood. Weird, i'm in a weird mood i dont know whats going on. I guess i'm still in shock. Well today i got 2 CDs. They are "Control" by Pedro The Lion and "In Casino Out" by At The Drive In. Control is pretty good and In Casino Out has some cool stuff, the softer stuff is pretty good. The one I want by At The Drive In is "Relationship of Command. Andrea wasn't home today so I coulndt call her about make plans for tomaro. I wonder where she is and I hope she is doing well. I wanted to see her tomaro dam dam dam. I think I'll go order a CD by Dismemberment Plan tomaro and maybe also "relationship of command" by at the drive in. Well anyways I hope you are doing good who ever you are reading this and Peace Out. Now if I could just find a way to chill out.....