It's Snowing!!!
college is an interesting place.
I LOVE COLLEGE...especially here...it's GORGEOUS and snowing like no other! It's gorgeous...and chilly cold! So this quarter I am swearing off guys...at least guys who want to be serious. Cuz honestly...I've got enough guy friends and it's just too hard to have a boyfriend right now. Especially one who wants to fool around with other people and decides to be just friends again with you but doesn't tell you for 3 weeks...3 weeks of confusion, mixed messages, and other girls. FUCK HIM!
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/ *ahem*
/ *not bitter...i've already said my piece and thrown him out*
/ *just surprised to find out he was such an asshole*
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/ *people change a lot in college*
I have really found in college that it is ok not to take crap from people. It is alright to fully say what is on your mind. However, it is also ok to remain reserved and to feel uncomfortable around people. It's going to happen a lot. I've also found that it's important to realize that people are different and they WILL ALL get on your nerves every once in a while...but it is because we're all different that we are such good friends. I've also discovered how important it is to stay true to yourself and not to lose yourself or stop discovering yourself in college. absolutely... I was losing myself this quarter.
The girls I hang out are interesting...they are very superficial sometimes...some of them. I can tell they were all in the "in crowd" at their highschools. and for good reason...they're all bubbly, energetic, pretty, blonde, perfectly nice with a dangerous side. They're confident, flirtatious...friendly...everything! They're good friends and I know they've got my back...and ofcourse I have theirs. It's knowing how I don't fit in so well that I find my strenghth and realize how important it is to stay ME and not become THEM...because if I did...i would be pretending...which is a.) not worth it and b.) not me
don't get me wrong, i love them, have fun with them, we have good times, great memories...but I stopped going to church and started worrying about my weight constantly...
Keep in mind that all my friends are like size 0, 2, and 4s
so it was a bit challenging...but I decided that I just need to keep focusing on school... and not get wrapped up in images so much.
but now i'm going to the gym to work up a little sweat and then it's off to the GAVIN DEGRAW CONCERT TONIGHT!!!
I LOVE COLLEGE...especially here...it's GORGEOUS and snowing like no other! It's gorgeous...and chilly cold! So this quarter I am swearing off guys...at least guys who want to be serious. Cuz honestly...I've got enough guy friends and it's just too hard to have a boyfriend right now. Especially one who wants to fool around with other people and decides to be just friends again with you but doesn't tell you for 3 weeks...3 weeks of confusion, mixed messages, and other girls. FUCK HIM!
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\
\
\
/ *ahem*
/ *not bitter...i've already said my piece and thrown him out*
/ *just surprised to find out he was such an asshole*
/
/ *people change a lot in college*
I have really found in college that it is ok not to take crap from people. It is alright to fully say what is on your mind. However, it is also ok to remain reserved and to feel uncomfortable around people. It's going to happen a lot. I've also found that it's important to realize that people are different and they WILL ALL get on your nerves every once in a while...but it is because we're all different that we are such good friends. I've also discovered how important it is to stay true to yourself and not to lose yourself or stop discovering yourself in college. absolutely... I was losing myself this quarter.
The girls I hang out are interesting...they are very superficial sometimes...some of them. I can tell they were all in the "in crowd" at their highschools. and for good reason...they're all bubbly, energetic, pretty, blonde, perfectly nice with a dangerous side. They're confident, flirtatious...friendly...everything! They're good friends and I know they've got my back...and ofcourse I have theirs. It's knowing how I don't fit in so well that I find my strenghth and realize how important it is to stay ME and not become THEM...because if I did...i would be pretending...which is a.) not worth it and b.) not me
don't get me wrong, i love them, have fun with them, we have good times, great memories...but I stopped going to church and started worrying about my weight constantly...
Keep in mind that all my friends are like size 0, 2, and 4s
so it was a bit challenging...but I decided that I just need to keep focusing on school... and not get wrapped up in images so much.
but now i'm going to the gym to work up a little sweat and then it's off to the GAVIN DEGRAW CONCERT TONIGHT!!!