Well I am here....or am I????
It would seem that the whole moving process is a test for me from the Universe and a blessing as well.
Friday when they pulled the rug from underneath me (they being the minions of the Universe and not THIS minion) I thought to myself...holy crap what the HELL am I going to do now???? I have no place to live, I have no extra money, I have to start my job on Monday, *blah blah blah here because most of you have heard this before*
Then it dawned on me later as I was driving through Maderia beach that I was SO GRATEFUL that I didn't have that big fricking truck with my car towed behind it. Then once I got over the SUNSHINE BRIDGE (which by the way totally f'd me up) I realized again how happy I was to not be in that truck. So the Universe saved me yet again without me even knowing it. When I got to a motel I was even more aware of how grateful I was/am for having the guy out of the blue call me to get over the bridge. And how comforted I felt as I called my angels to protect me as I slept and I felt them come (even though San Pan had me put a table and a chair in front of my deadbolted, chained hotel door)
When I finally got some sleep on Saturday night, things seemed much clearer to me. Today as I start my first OFFICIAL day at work, I also seem much clearer about things.
I just need to put to the Universe that I need my money reimbursement and I need it BEFORE I go back to Tally for Sissy's bday.
I will have enough money to bring my stuff back from there and I will have Jay help with a plane ticket for me.
He is not here to celebrate my first day because his wife is at this moment having her c section. I hope he has a little boy so he can take him fishing and do all the sports he likes. Lisa (Jays wife) will roll her eyes continously with another boy in the house.
Chris made my first night last night the best. I was totally romanced with living here again and totally completely in love with that man. I get there and he has JUDY GARLAND on and we are having wine on the patio over looking the bay and southbeach.
We talked, laughed and generally had a great evening. He smokes *all things* btw and I LOVE that *lol* He is adorable, terribly slutty, amazingly funny and EXTREMELY gay *lol* and I think one of my new friends here. He kept saying that we are on our "first date" and did I want to go make out on the couch! *lol* I replied, you are so gay...here we are on our first date and neither of us is going to be laid. *LOL*
So regardless of what happens from this day forward...my first day/night in South Beach/Miami was a success.
p.s. I do know one thing. I am TOTALLY going to loose weight here because I have to walk everywhere! I am so glad that the Universe is making me loose weight too. And now that I have new clothes and shoes I am calmer about working this week. (even though I HATE my body right now and bought a bigger size thinking they would be too big and they arent so I am TOTALLY DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF!!!)
now you know how the HELL I am doing....and how the HELL I got here....
more later
Below are two pictures for ya'll. The first one is where I live. Well kind of. I live one block from Lincoln Road. http://www.southbeach-usa.com/shopping.htm and I can't wait for ya'll to come down and go there with me.
The other one is Miami Downtown at night and the 395 Bridge that takes you to South Beach. It is what I look at when I am on Sobe side.
The 3rd on is Ocean Drive at night. Amazing and beautiful no? I am not sure I am going to be down there in the midst of that insanity or on the beach til I loose this weight....
But I have time...I just got here afterall.
Friday when they pulled the rug from underneath me (they being the minions of the Universe and not THIS minion) I thought to myself...holy crap what the HELL am I going to do now???? I have no place to live, I have no extra money, I have to start my job on Monday, *blah blah blah here because most of you have heard this before*
Then it dawned on me later as I was driving through Maderia beach that I was SO GRATEFUL that I didn't have that big fricking truck with my car towed behind it. Then once I got over the SUNSHINE BRIDGE (which by the way totally f'd me up) I realized again how happy I was to not be in that truck. So the Universe saved me yet again without me even knowing it. When I got to a motel I was even more aware of how grateful I was/am for having the guy out of the blue call me to get over the bridge. And how comforted I felt as I called my angels to protect me as I slept and I felt them come (even though San Pan had me put a table and a chair in front of my deadbolted, chained hotel door)
When I finally got some sleep on Saturday night, things seemed much clearer to me. Today as I start my first OFFICIAL day at work, I also seem much clearer about things.
I just need to put to the Universe that I need my money reimbursement and I need it BEFORE I go back to Tally for Sissy's bday.
I will have enough money to bring my stuff back from there and I will have Jay help with a plane ticket for me.
He is not here to celebrate my first day because his wife is at this moment having her c section. I hope he has a little boy so he can take him fishing and do all the sports he likes. Lisa (Jays wife) will roll her eyes continously with another boy in the house.
Chris made my first night last night the best. I was totally romanced with living here again and totally completely in love with that man. I get there and he has JUDY GARLAND on and we are having wine on the patio over looking the bay and southbeach.
We talked, laughed and generally had a great evening. He smokes *all things* btw and I LOVE that *lol* He is adorable, terribly slutty, amazingly funny and EXTREMELY gay *lol* and I think one of my new friends here. He kept saying that we are on our "first date" and did I want to go make out on the couch! *lol* I replied, you are so gay...here we are on our first date and neither of us is going to be laid. *LOL*
So regardless of what happens from this day forward...my first day/night in South Beach/Miami was a success.
p.s. I do know one thing. I am TOTALLY going to loose weight here because I have to walk everywhere! I am so glad that the Universe is making me loose weight too. And now that I have new clothes and shoes I am calmer about working this week. (even though I HATE my body right now and bought a bigger size thinking they would be too big and they arent so I am TOTALLY DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF!!!)
now you know how the HELL I am doing....and how the HELL I got here....
more later
Below are two pictures for ya'll. The first one is where I live. Well kind of. I live one block from Lincoln Road. http://www.southbeach-usa.com/shopping.htm and I can't wait for ya'll to come down and go there with me.
The other one is Miami Downtown at night and the 395 Bridge that takes you to South Beach. It is what I look at when I am on Sobe side.
The 3rd on is Ocean Drive at night. Amazing and beautiful no? I am not sure I am going to be down there in the midst of that insanity or on the beach til I loose this weight....
But I have time...I just got here afterall.