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May 21, 2005 22:47

so here we are
back to the start again
trying hard to wait till morning
hey rise and shine
and open up your eyes
to give this world some color
shine on diamond eyes
seperate the space
between love and lies

and as days go by, the memories remain
i'll wait for you
and as days go by, the memories remain
i won't let go

these days remain the same
pictures fade away

please don't ever change
please don't change your mind
no matter what they say
i'll always wait

and as days go by, the memories remain
i'll wait for you
and as days go by, the memories remain
i won't let go

these days remain the same
pictures fade away

i hope you never fade
as you drip through my veins
shine on shine on diamond eyes
shine on shine on diamond eyes
shine on shine on diamond eyes

and as days go by, the memories remain
i'll wait for you

as days go by i swear i'll try
(i'll wait for you) until i die, anything for you

its so hard to wait till morning...
i feel like the past week has been a week of lies. lies to everyone, parents, friends, boyfriend.
lying with silence, lies with a bold face.
i just...i just dont want to change. where am i going? seeing graduation this morning was a slap to my face. a sea of black gowns spotted with white. i want to be white. i want to be different and stand above. i want that happieness.... that proud smile they so boldly wear on thier smirking faces.
why cant things be simple?
why is everything so hard tonight.
i want to move on.. i want every morning to be a white slate. every morning can be so clean...
if only the black werent left over. if only my past were forgotten and left behind. if only we could move on. if only...
i can make it happen. i will. ill prove my parents wrong. ill prove everyone that doubts... ill prove them all wrong. i wont let them win. not if i have anything to say about it.
i want to be different!!!! i just want to break my habits. i just want to be strong..
IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK.

why are you crying tonight? are you hurt? did i hurt you my love..

why cant this depression fade..
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