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why cant this pain just leave me alone. why cant it just get a friggin life and leave me alone. im just looking for an exit. im just looking for an out. i cry and cry for someone to take this burner off my hand.. to stop the torture to stop this pain from coming my way. i cry for salvation from this insanity. i cry for someone to cover my eyes from this horror film of a life i live. i hold my head in severe confusion i cry into these palms that have seen to many hands to hold..
heres a poem for you, heartbreaker:
Heartbroken, totally heartbroken lying here on my floor. Notes burning.. smoking my vision tears falling like the rain outside my window. Im so heartbroken. This pain is never going to go away... cant you see I just want this to end. Decieve me if you must just make this madness go away. These tears stain my mind my broken heart shattered like the window in my room. Peices still tear my skin just like your words that reopen my wounds. Your deceptions broke me, wasted me now Im just the shell just the shadow creeping in and out of my daily grind just a ghost slowly fading away. The smoke still rises from these ashes... you lies. Your love for me was just a game.My skin burns my eyes too hurt to be opened again. I cannot see I cannot understand... youre not even fit to tread my ground. How could I be your toy? How could you justtake advantage of me? I heard all about your good times all your lies.......
Hurt.. sitting here holding this empty chemistry you left behind. The pain just wont leave. Why cant you just go? Why am I still hurting for you?
All your deceptions spot my floor all your lies decorate my room all your manipulations can be seen in the way I smile.. the way I cry. All your words hover over my head like a cloud over my broken heart. My heart sinks my mind is wasting away. Something inside me tightens at the thought of your voice. You are my inspiration.... you held me close you whispered those lies in my ear... you were as sincere as a child and told me you loved me.
I dont even know you anymore. I lie here crying my heart out pouring my soul onto this paper while you are out.. at a movie.
heres a poem for you, heartbreaker:
Heartbroken, totally heartbroken lying here on my floor. Notes burning.. smoking my vision tears falling like the rain outside my window. Im so heartbroken. This pain is never going to go away... cant you see I just want this to end. Decieve me if you must just make this madness go away. These tears stain my mind my broken heart shattered like the window in my room. Peices still tear my skin just like your words that reopen my wounds. Your deceptions broke me, wasted me now Im just the shell just the shadow creeping in and out of my daily grind just a ghost slowly fading away. The smoke still rises from these ashes... you lies. Your love for me was just a game.My skin burns my eyes too hurt to be opened again. I cannot see I cannot understand... youre not even fit to tread my ground. How could I be your toy? How could you justtake advantage of me? I heard all about your good times all your lies.......
Hurt.. sitting here holding this empty chemistry you left behind. The pain just wont leave. Why cant you just go? Why am I still hurting for you?
All your deceptions spot my floor all your lies decorate my room all your manipulations can be seen in the way I smile.. the way I cry. All your words hover over my head like a cloud over my broken heart. My heart sinks my mind is wasting away. Something inside me tightens at the thought of your voice. You are my inspiration.... you held me close you whispered those lies in my ear... you were as sincere as a child and told me you loved me.
I dont even know you anymore. I lie here crying my heart out pouring my soul onto this paper while you are out.. at a movie.