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my lj looks like crap right now so please dont judge... and ash no im not copying you!! well actually i am so be flattered ..xp
so basically this entire week has sucked major and im just ready for a change. i mean crap piled on top of crap and it just kept on getting worse as the week d... r...a...gg...e...d on. but ive thoroughly convinced myself it can only get better from here. im not going to wish.. im not going to mention names. im just going to trust that this week will pass.. and we'll get better as time passes.
on a lighter side-
Friends>>The one and the only... infamous ashley! I dont think i would have even lived through this hell hole of a week w/o you. i mean that with all my heart ^_^
Love>>well... nothing in perticular as far as 'labels' go, but my heart belongs to one and only one. i just thought id make that clear
Family>>great.. relaxed.. supportive. nice to have to fall back on.. especially one kick ass trip to Germany coming up! (w/ my beloved mother and another beloved ^_~)and i feel like this is kind of like a gelled stage w/ my family.. everything flows and goes away real easy-like.
Band>>band made it to state. =) im excited about this.. on an inexperienced level. i just hope it doesnt turn into another disappointment like alot of things lately
Social>>going to a party next weekend... and my b-day is coming up. big 1 5.. lol. im not going to post on here the exact date so i wont get an embarassing and perhaps humiliating display of fakeness and stupid birthday songs. i just want an anonymous birthday.
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..*sigh* just another day.. im kind of glad its raining. i mean.. its nice to watch your world fall down around you.
and sorry to anyone who reads this for a depressing and emo entry. especially to those who read w/ expectations lol
so basically this entire week has sucked major and im just ready for a change. i mean crap piled on top of crap and it just kept on getting worse as the week d... r...a...gg...e...d on. but ive thoroughly convinced myself it can only get better from here. im not going to wish.. im not going to mention names. im just going to trust that this week will pass.. and we'll get better as time passes.
on a lighter side-
Friends>>The one and the only... infamous ashley! I dont think i would have even lived through this hell hole of a week w/o you. i mean that with all my heart ^_^
Love>>well... nothing in perticular as far as 'labels' go, but my heart belongs to one and only one. i just thought id make that clear
Family>>great.. relaxed.. supportive. nice to have to fall back on.. especially one kick ass trip to Germany coming up! (w/ my beloved mother and another beloved ^_~)and i feel like this is kind of like a gelled stage w/ my family.. everything flows and goes away real easy-like.
Band>>band made it to state. =) im excited about this.. on an inexperienced level. i just hope it doesnt turn into another disappointment like alot of things lately
Social>>going to a party next weekend... and my b-day is coming up. big 1 5.. lol. im not going to post on here the exact date so i wont get an embarassing and perhaps humiliating display of fakeness and stupid birthday songs. i just want an anonymous birthday.
-.-
..*sigh* just another day.. im kind of glad its raining. i mean.. its nice to watch your world fall down around you.
and sorry to anyone who reads this for a depressing and emo entry. especially to those who read w/ expectations lol