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i dont see what any of this has to do with anyone who would ever read this..
im so depressed for some reason b/c i feel like everything has changed i mean with my friends..previously friended or whatever have totally been shot all because ive been obsessively up the butt with a guy who i do love. i really do but its like no one wants us to work or they tell us its just infatuation and people like that should have no voice in my life but for some reason their voice speaks the loudest because i absolutely cannot take criticism and my ovaries hurt god damn it god DAMNNNNNNMMMNMN
i hate this ..i hate the way people think they know you and they feel so fucking worthy to judge you and all your "faults" god damnit im happy with who i am in fact im in LOVE with myself (well.. not exactly) BUT STILL screw you all who think you know what its like to go through a hard time and you feel like youre smarter than me about going through trials and hard times and youve got something to say because ....YOU DONT. and im tired of letting other people tell me who i am. because only i know ...and if you know its only because i told you. so fuck everyone who thinks they have a foothold. because im tired of letting other people tell me who i am.
ventalating. (spell?)
venting.
what ever.
im so depressed for some reason b/c i feel like everything has changed i mean with my friends..previously friended or whatever have totally been shot all because ive been obsessively up the butt with a guy who i do love. i really do but its like no one wants us to work or they tell us its just infatuation and people like that should have no voice in my life but for some reason their voice speaks the loudest because i absolutely cannot take criticism and my ovaries hurt god damn it god DAMNNNNNNMMMNMN
i hate this ..i hate the way people think they know you and they feel so fucking worthy to judge you and all your "faults" god damnit im happy with who i am in fact im in LOVE with myself (well.. not exactly) BUT STILL screw you all who think you know what its like to go through a hard time and you feel like youre smarter than me about going through trials and hard times and youve got something to say because ....YOU DONT. and im tired of letting other people tell me who i am. because only i know ...and if you know its only because i told you. so fuck everyone who thinks they have a foothold. because im tired of letting other people tell me who i am.
ventalating. (spell?)
venting.
what ever.