i can't even think straight right now ( Read more... )

So the past few days have kinda been insane. took a lil road trip to Towson with Kelly. it was a good time. B&J's.... need i say more ( Read more... )

So i found this thing today. and i thought it was kinda neat. so i'm gonna give it a try ( Read more... )

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So, its been over a year since i've been on here. so many things have changed i dont even know where to begin. I lost a lot in the past year, lived, loved, ran, fought, screamed cried and got close to losing it all. So i few significant relationships later, and am i wiser and more self aware person. and i hate to admit it, but also slightly jaded ( Read more... )

most mornings i wake up,
your never on my mind.
its like we never happened
like i never said goodbye
but then i got up today
i wondered how you'd been.
i couldnt get you outta my head.

the memories, they kill me
they kill me daily
i just never realized
how much i miss
being in love

so its almost 1 again. i can't sleep on ngiht like these. the girls are outa partying. some part of me wishes i could go and be that carefree. its just not my style. i worry too much. i think i've seen what drinking did to the lives of my 'lil sisters'. its tearing them apart ( Read more... )

i got sick... and it sucks.

i'm trying to go to teh doctors but thye dont even havea an appt. til tomorrow afternoon.
so, i've just been sleeping a lot and going to class.

otherwise things are ok i guess.

so im back at salisbury til friday afternoon. lots of homework and papers to write this week. it should prove to be stressful. i am also in a hunt for a job.... not looking forward to it but i really need the money. ironically enough i might end up working for University Police. isnt that lovely ( Read more... )

So i'm leaving in a few minutes to head back to frederick for a few days. rather exciting, dispite my current illness... i'm choosing to ignore it ( Read more... )