Six more days until 17
Ah... Full Metal Alchemist is great... *__* I'm beginning to like it more than Naruto and Bleach (but that may be because the current Bleach and Naruto anime suck while FMA is just getting better and better...). The FMA "Shambala" movie is awesome... I loves Al so much now... he's so adorable.... >___< His seiyuu is great and fits him very well. I like both the English and Japanese voice cast for FMA. Both of Ed's voice actors are genius.
Hmmm... also Asian Kung Fu Generation is great. I love their songs... Rewrite was a favorite of mine before I even heard it during FMA's openning. Sol-Fa is a great albulm!!!! I have to thank my Japanese proctor for getting it for me while she was in Japan... <3<3<3<3
Now back to reality... Some winter break this has been. Both my aunt and grandmother ended up in the hospital on the same day. Both of them are doing well right now and are recovering well (or that's what I hear) And apparently I have developed a nervous condition or allergy to something that has made my back really ichy and caused me a lot of pain. I was asking my doctor brother about it when he came to visit...
Me: Oi bro, you got a patient
Bro: Who?
Me: Me... see... and it itches a lot.
Bro: Well there's only one thing you can do.
Me: What?
Bro: Go see a doctor.
That wasn't much help, was it? T_____T
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Also I have fencing practice everyday... that's not the bad thing. The bad thing is that my mother hates that I have practice because she has to pick me up. What makes me angry is that she told me to join a sport and be dedicated to it and she will support me, but all she does is yell at me.... over and over. She calls me selfish, immature, and tells me that I won't make it on my own... but the funny thing is that everything I do is because of her. I joined a sport because she wanted me to. I try to take responcibility for myself, but she never sees it that way... she only sees it as me being immature and trying to make her like a living hell... I don't think most kids would appreciate their moms telling them that they think their kids' are going to commit suicide when they go off to college because they feel that they are too antisocial... gah!!!!
She always asks me why I am shy, why I close myself off from other, and how did I become this way... and I can't tell her that I'm like this because she crushed all of my self-confidence until only a speck of it was left. I really love fencing now because it's helped me gain back some of that confidence... I still don't like myself, but I'm beginning to see that I should be treated as an equal with other people rather than a stepping stone. Kindness should not seem like a weakness... I just need to learn how to draw the line between being kind and being taken advantage of.
Anyways... I have a whole bunch of stuff to do. A great idea for a manga popped into my head ^____^ And I'm so excited... I want to draw it really badly... It's sweet and sad at the same time...
Oh and I need to get a date for prom... yeah, yeah... I know my prom's not until June something, but I need to get a date... but it's so hard!!! T____T Being a tomboy that dresses and pretty much acts like a boy, I don't think anyone's going to ask me, so I have to ask. But my shyness keeps me from doing so. I get so close to asking this one guy but then I freeze up and change the subject... GAH!!! It's so frustrating... I'm going to try again Monday... maybe I'll have mustered up enough courage to go through with it.
Lastly I have to write two papers (one that was due last week and one that's due tuesday), three poems, and finish my characture of Kanye West for C.D.... plus bake a couple of cakes for my friends' birthdays... (three are late and one will be on time) I think that's about it. Damn... I tired just thinking about it. I think I'll sleep now.
Hmmm... also Asian Kung Fu Generation is great. I love their songs... Rewrite was a favorite of mine before I even heard it during FMA's openning. Sol-Fa is a great albulm!!!! I have to thank my Japanese proctor for getting it for me while she was in Japan... <3<3<3<3
Now back to reality... Some winter break this has been. Both my aunt and grandmother ended up in the hospital on the same day. Both of them are doing well right now and are recovering well (or that's what I hear) And apparently I have developed a nervous condition or allergy to something that has made my back really ichy and caused me a lot of pain. I was asking my doctor brother about it when he came to visit...
Me: Oi bro, you got a patient
Bro: Who?
Me: Me... see... and it itches a lot.
Bro: Well there's only one thing you can do.
Me: What?
Bro: Go see a doctor.
That wasn't much help, was it? T_____T
Alert... ANGST POST!!!! =0 :
Also I have fencing practice everyday... that's not the bad thing. The bad thing is that my mother hates that I have practice because she has to pick me up. What makes me angry is that she told me to join a sport and be dedicated to it and she will support me, but all she does is yell at me.... over and over. She calls me selfish, immature, and tells me that I won't make it on my own... but the funny thing is that everything I do is because of her. I joined a sport because she wanted me to. I try to take responcibility for myself, but she never sees it that way... she only sees it as me being immature and trying to make her like a living hell... I don't think most kids would appreciate their moms telling them that they think their kids' are going to commit suicide when they go off to college because they feel that they are too antisocial... gah!!!!
She always asks me why I am shy, why I close myself off from other, and how did I become this way... and I can't tell her that I'm like this because she crushed all of my self-confidence until only a speck of it was left. I really love fencing now because it's helped me gain back some of that confidence... I still don't like myself, but I'm beginning to see that I should be treated as an equal with other people rather than a stepping stone. Kindness should not seem like a weakness... I just need to learn how to draw the line between being kind and being taken advantage of.
Anyways... I have a whole bunch of stuff to do. A great idea for a manga popped into my head ^____^ And I'm so excited... I want to draw it really badly... It's sweet and sad at the same time...
Oh and I need to get a date for prom... yeah, yeah... I know my prom's not until June something, but I need to get a date... but it's so hard!!! T____T Being a tomboy that dresses and pretty much acts like a boy, I don't think anyone's going to ask me, so I have to ask. But my shyness keeps me from doing so. I get so close to asking this one guy but then I freeze up and change the subject... GAH!!! It's so frustrating... I'm going to try again Monday... maybe I'll have mustered up enough courage to go through with it.
Lastly I have to write two papers (one that was due last week and one that's due tuesday), three poems, and finish my characture of Kanye West for C.D.... plus bake a couple of cakes for my friends' birthdays... (three are late and one will be on time) I think that's about it. Damn... I tired just thinking about it. I think I'll sleep now.