Give me one moment in time
Kim decided to visit me this weekend. She had gotten her hair cut and a belly button ring, so naturally she had to show me. I liked her hair although she said they cut it too short. It was short, but cute short. The belly button rimg was cute, nothing to extravagant. It reminded me of how I wanted my tongue pierced a few years ago. Yeah, I know why would I want to do that? I don't know, I think it's pretty cool, but i really think it is HOTT when a guy has one.
I of course couldn't do it now, I would talk weird and as a reporter i don't think that's good.
So after dinner we decided to come back here and chill with a few drinks. We were having a pretty good time, kicked back a few and listed to music. We tried to listen to all the "male bashing" songs I had. It was sort of the theme of the night. We were having a blast singing at the top of our lungs and dancing around like, well fools probably. Of course as time goes along and the more you have to drink, well things start to happen. Kim decides to IM her friends from my screen name, since when she signed on hers it froze my computer. I said OK, it was not a big deal, I wasn't talking to anyone anyways. Well as she was doing it, she also IMed some of my people on my list (Well the ones she knew). So side note, if you got a (drunken) IM from her last night, sorry!
Well instant messages of course leads to text messages for those who are unlucky enough not to be online. At about 1ish i had the bright idea to text Chad(yes the one from Corpus and yes the one I dated). He texts me back and I find out that he was in town for the weekend and I had no clue, even though I had talked to Sommer on Friday.Well in my buzzed state i kinda got mad that no body brought this to my attention. So i text him that he needed to come over, not knowing what he thought of me texting him to begin with. Well he then calls me and tells me that he wants to come over and he will be here in a bit. Yeah so my mind begins spinning, so naturally I get another drink.
He arrives and Kim is now even more drunk and upset because her best friend snapped at her. So me and Chad kept trying to control her and get him to apologize. He ended up calling her and things were good. Phew. So then I tell her that she had enough to drink and she needed to go to bed. yeah, it was like trying to tell a 9 year old to go bed. I finally left her alone talking to her friend on the phone. I think she fell asleep shortly afterward.
Meanwhile , me and Chad got to catch up. I had not seen him since I went down to Corpus in November. He looked pretty much the same, except I kept telling him I don't remember him being that tall haha.(he is like 6 feet-ish) He is growing his hair out and i told him it looked pretty good. For both of us, it brought back all those emotions and reasons of why we are attracted to each other. However, I know that the distance was the deciding factor in the choice to just to be friends. It also reminded me how much that sucked. It was so obvious that we wanted to be with each other, but we knew it can't happen. But I realized that since we live so far way, it would hurt us more if we tried to make it work because then not being able to be together would tear us apart.
But yeah, if we lived closer I don't think there is a doubt in my mind that we would be together. Before he left, he told me to keep two of his burned CDs we were listening to. Awww :sigh: It was almost like he was saying, here keep these and when you listen to them, you can remember me and this moment. Man, music is so powerful and he is one of the most talented musicians I know. Rock on dude.
And as a reminder, I know I am young and have a lot to look forward to, so a note to myself and perhaps others: Don't Settle!
Peace Out
I of course couldn't do it now, I would talk weird and as a reporter i don't think that's good.
So after dinner we decided to come back here and chill with a few drinks. We were having a pretty good time, kicked back a few and listed to music. We tried to listen to all the "male bashing" songs I had. It was sort of the theme of the night. We were having a blast singing at the top of our lungs and dancing around like, well fools probably. Of course as time goes along and the more you have to drink, well things start to happen. Kim decides to IM her friends from my screen name, since when she signed on hers it froze my computer. I said OK, it was not a big deal, I wasn't talking to anyone anyways. Well as she was doing it, she also IMed some of my people on my list (Well the ones she knew). So side note, if you got a (drunken) IM from her last night, sorry!
Well instant messages of course leads to text messages for those who are unlucky enough not to be online. At about 1ish i had the bright idea to text Chad(yes the one from Corpus and yes the one I dated). He texts me back and I find out that he was in town for the weekend and I had no clue, even though I had talked to Sommer on Friday.Well in my buzzed state i kinda got mad that no body brought this to my attention. So i text him that he needed to come over, not knowing what he thought of me texting him to begin with. Well he then calls me and tells me that he wants to come over and he will be here in a bit. Yeah so my mind begins spinning, so naturally I get another drink.
He arrives and Kim is now even more drunk and upset because her best friend snapped at her. So me and Chad kept trying to control her and get him to apologize. He ended up calling her and things were good. Phew. So then I tell her that she had enough to drink and she needed to go to bed. yeah, it was like trying to tell a 9 year old to go bed. I finally left her alone talking to her friend on the phone. I think she fell asleep shortly afterward.
Meanwhile , me and Chad got to catch up. I had not seen him since I went down to Corpus in November. He looked pretty much the same, except I kept telling him I don't remember him being that tall haha.(he is like 6 feet-ish) He is growing his hair out and i told him it looked pretty good. For both of us, it brought back all those emotions and reasons of why we are attracted to each other. However, I know that the distance was the deciding factor in the choice to just to be friends. It also reminded me how much that sucked. It was so obvious that we wanted to be with each other, but we knew it can't happen. But I realized that since we live so far way, it would hurt us more if we tried to make it work because then not being able to be together would tear us apart.
But yeah, if we lived closer I don't think there is a doubt in my mind that we would be together. Before he left, he told me to keep two of his burned CDs we were listening to. Awww :sigh: It was almost like he was saying, here keep these and when you listen to them, you can remember me and this moment. Man, music is so powerful and he is one of the most talented musicians I know. Rock on dude.
And as a reminder, I know I am young and have a lot to look forward to, so a note to myself and perhaps others: Don't Settle!
Peace Out