Oct 15, 2005 20:09
hey everybody. im at my dads and rather bored...although as predicted, they have been especially nice to me this weekend. its kinda nice going like 3 weeks without coming if it means no fights with them.
so last night i went to the verdict show at the pint. it was really fun, even tho i didnt get to stay long. they were great and i saw lots of awesome people as well. kara, sam, nicole, amanda, sara, and me all crammed into a booth and drank root beer floats and gross ginger ale. it was really fun, especially the crazy stoned guy with the dreads spraying windex everywhere.
today...since my parents are actually being rather nice...i was allowed to go to joshs for like 8 hours! normally that would never be allowed! we hung out and were lazy and watched lots of movies.
joshua is joining the navy. i dont know how im supposed to like respond to that...one day its like hey i might join the navy and then the next day hes like signing the papers and everything. i mean, obviously i dont want him to go...but i know he really wants to and i dont want him to think i dont support him and all that. i just want him to do whatever makes him happy. its just hard to act happy for him and listen to him talking about it when i have no idea how im gonna live without him for like many months at a time. its gonna be so hard and it just seems so soon all of a sudden.
so yea today i got to tutor him in math for his navy test on monday...
im so bored and theres nothing to do here... i should go do hw...not like i will.
well im gonna go find something to do.
i love you...so unbelievably much.
~em~