Summer School
Hanging out with mom = not cool = hell
i finally see through my mom's inner personality.
she and my brother are alike. they are not real.
it makes me sick to see my brother act different around my mom.
can i say "SUCK UP"
fucking pet
my mom loves "me"...she loves the person she gave birth to. she loves that it's her child.
but she doesn't love "me". she hates the person i am. she dislikes everything about me.
she dislikes my friends.
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recently, my mom told my aunt and uncle bad things about me. she said i needed a counselor to cope with my video game addiction. she told me it isn't normal to be playing video games. i gave up arguing with my mom. it's impossible to make her understand my side. who actually has argue and won over their moms? Anyways, I find the best way is to avoid her.
When 'mom' is being nice, don't fall for it. because after all, when she is being nice, she is looking for something in return. well at least my mom is... two days later, she will use it back against you.
So now my uncle thinks I am a bad kid. My mom asked my uncle for help to get me a counselor. I had a coffee and snacks with my uncle as we talked about my problems. Because I have great respect for my uncle, I was not rude.
However, I was sick that my mom was the mastermind who set this up. My uncle gave me the counselor's phone # for me to call. He told me to call him back when I spoke to the counselor. Originally, I was going to call him on Friday. It isn't going to hurt me to try.
But Friday was also the day my mom came to Austin to help my brother pack. We had a fight that night. I played a few games before I went to bed. Crazy as it sounds, my mom was totally against it. She told me the clicking of the mouse kept her awake. She said some sick shit that made me so angry. I wanted to literally slam my skull against the wall. She was driving me insane.
To "my rescue", my brother comes over and helps my mom. My brother told me to quit. "dude mike, just turn it off. just type to those buddies of yours that you have to go"
me>> "Okay James, Why can't you guys just wait until this game is finished, it won't take longer than 15 minutes"
james>> "No mike, just turn it off right now"
My mom and my brother were not going to give up annoying the shit out of me. Now, it wasn't even fun playing with the constant bitching going on near me.
so I typed, "Sorry guys, game over, My mom is screaming and telling me to get off. She said she is going to kill me and break the computer if I do not get off"
"She wins and I lose"
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Now my brother James is an asshole. I can't say I hate him, because sometimes he can be nice. But I hate how someone is only nice to you because they want something from you. I makes me sick that he has to act nice.
How are we even brothers? He isn't my brother but only by blood. To him, I am just his slave.
i finally see through my mom's inner personality.
she and my brother are alike. they are not real.
it makes me sick to see my brother act different around my mom.
can i say "SUCK UP"
fucking pet
my mom loves "me"...she loves the person she gave birth to. she loves that it's her child.
but she doesn't love "me". she hates the person i am. she dislikes everything about me.
she dislikes my friends.
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recently, my mom told my aunt and uncle bad things about me. she said i needed a counselor to cope with my video game addiction. she told me it isn't normal to be playing video games. i gave up arguing with my mom. it's impossible to make her understand my side. who actually has argue and won over their moms? Anyways, I find the best way is to avoid her.
When 'mom' is being nice, don't fall for it. because after all, when she is being nice, she is looking for something in return. well at least my mom is... two days later, she will use it back against you.
So now my uncle thinks I am a bad kid. My mom asked my uncle for help to get me a counselor. I had a coffee and snacks with my uncle as we talked about my problems. Because I have great respect for my uncle, I was not rude.
However, I was sick that my mom was the mastermind who set this up. My uncle gave me the counselor's phone # for me to call. He told me to call him back when I spoke to the counselor. Originally, I was going to call him on Friday. It isn't going to hurt me to try.
But Friday was also the day my mom came to Austin to help my brother pack. We had a fight that night. I played a few games before I went to bed. Crazy as it sounds, my mom was totally against it. She told me the clicking of the mouse kept her awake. She said some sick shit that made me so angry. I wanted to literally slam my skull against the wall. She was driving me insane.
To "my rescue", my brother comes over and helps my mom. My brother told me to quit. "dude mike, just turn it off. just type to those buddies of yours that you have to go"
me>> "Okay James, Why can't you guys just wait until this game is finished, it won't take longer than 15 minutes"
james>> "No mike, just turn it off right now"
My mom and my brother were not going to give up annoying the shit out of me. Now, it wasn't even fun playing with the constant bitching going on near me.
so I typed, "Sorry guys, game over, My mom is screaming and telling me to get off. She said she is going to kill me and break the computer if I do not get off"
"She wins and I lose"
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Now my brother James is an asshole. I can't say I hate him, because sometimes he can be nice. But I hate how someone is only nice to you because they want something from you. I makes me sick that he has to act nice.
How are we even brothers? He isn't my brother but only by blood. To him, I am just his slave.