...valentines...
This Valentines was just as I expected. Nothing specail, and I was Valentine-less. I really dont see the point in Valentines Day. If you love someone it shouldnt take you a holiday to show them that you care. Idk, to me Valentines Day is a day that the florists decided to make a holiday so they could make more money. Yup yup, thats it I know it.
This week started out really crappy...not just for me but for many others as well. And now I am glad to say that it is getting lots better. Last night at youth I kinda got rid of all my worries. I have heard everyone say...you shouldnt worry, christians have no need to worry. But I believed this to be impossible until last night. Last night we were talking about how life here on earth is just a "spec" in all of the eternity you will spend with Jesus. So it made me think, why do I care what happens while I'm here. I mean...yes, I want to do good while I'm here and I want to follow Gods guidelines but why do I worry so much? Its just a tiny spec of my life. Its not that big of a deal. All that thinking really changed me. Idk, its kinda hard to explain exactly how I felt about it...but I hope you can get it from that. Today, I had a great day. I was happy and just careless...not careless as if I didnt care about others or stuff like that...but careless as in no worries...*hakuna matata* haha.
Well, I think that is it for now. Catch ya later!
This week started out really crappy...not just for me but for many others as well. And now I am glad to say that it is getting lots better. Last night at youth I kinda got rid of all my worries. I have heard everyone say...you shouldnt worry, christians have no need to worry. But I believed this to be impossible until last night. Last night we were talking about how life here on earth is just a "spec" in all of the eternity you will spend with Jesus. So it made me think, why do I care what happens while I'm here. I mean...yes, I want to do good while I'm here and I want to follow Gods guidelines but why do I worry so much? Its just a tiny spec of my life. Its not that big of a deal. All that thinking really changed me. Idk, its kinda hard to explain exactly how I felt about it...but I hope you can get it from that. Today, I had a great day. I was happy and just careless...not careless as if I didnt care about others or stuff like that...but careless as in no worries...*hakuna matata* haha.
Well, I think that is it for now. Catch ya later!