Pain

May 19, 2014 19:30

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polydad May 19 2014, 23:51:58 UTC
I can't tell if this is *only* a creative writng exercise, or if this is also what's going on for you right now. If it is, my deepest sympathies.

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minikin May 20 2014, 00:28:33 UTC
Nope not creative, but perhaps progress. I rather thought of this as an upbeat post, appropriate more for cheers than sympathy. I started it last night when I realized there was very little difference between the dazed by the meds of the day before, and the dazed by the pain of migraine.

I'm pleased that I was able to beat the headache. I'm pleased that I was able to sleep, although it took some very conscious breathing and targeted relaxation. I pleased that I'm done with pain meds less than a week after the second surgery. Well technically third, but I didn't take much at all after the hysterectomy.

I'm more wistful than sad about leaving behind the days when pain was a toy. I kinda stressed out my endorphin system to the max, and it's more of a goal to settle it down these days.

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polydad May 20 2014, 00:58:51 UTC
*Desires to get my thumbs into your neck* -- in a therapeutic way; I think I've done that with you before. Regrettably, logistics prohibit.

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roina_arwen May 20 2014, 00:02:09 UTC
The times at the top are sort of odd because I can't tell if they are supposed to be AM and PM or different times on different days since they seem out of order sometimes, but I'm glad that the pain eased up and that writing about it helped. Your voice - which tends to be very stream of consciousness - definitely comes through and I like the little poster gif too.

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minikin May 20 2014, 00:31:54 UTC
The times are intervals. It's a term used in racing to refer to intervals between events, for instances lap times. As such they are simply times, not times of day. They represent the reality generated by the instruction 4-6 hours.

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roina_arwen May 20 2014, 01:15:07 UTC
Ah - that makes more sense - thanks! :)

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whipchick May 20 2014, 08:19:37 UTC
Ahhh...I wondered about that, too! The voice here is really nice - you make the physical and emotional experience of pain very clear and moving. It might be worth clarifying the intervals just a bit, since it's the very beginning? The list of intervals is an effective format, and it might have even more impact if we knew just a little bit more about it going in. Nice job, and I love that the author's note continues the piece like an epilogue!

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kajel May 20 2014, 02:30:00 UTC
Pain and Migraines?! Now see, that is just asking too much of a person. hugs

I liked the stream of consciousness of this. It worked well.

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minikin May 22 2014, 05:11:13 UTC
Thank you. fortunately i am usually able to avoid the triggers for migraines. It's just been a rough week though.

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kagomeshuko May 20 2014, 02:51:22 UTC
Sorry all these is going on.

I can't take Aleve. I get that rare side effect of insomnia if I take it. It kept me up for two days when I took it.

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minikin May 22 2014, 05:15:43 UTC
oh that's awful, I'm to the point now where the only pain i have in my ankle doesn't bother me until the end of the day when I trying to sleep. I couldn't take it if pain relief meant not sleeping.

Last night Flar fed me chocolate covered ice cream on a stick and iced my ankle. Tonight Knight spotted me in the bath and Ro fed me comfort food. Feeling better inside but the stupid ankle is making sleep hard to find.

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kagomeshuko May 22 2014, 06:09:47 UTC
Well, my back basically always hurts unless I find a good way to sit. I can stand for a little bit, but my back will hurt unless I can somehow push myself up so there isn't so much pressure on my back.

However, I had a headache and a friend had Aleve, but not aspirin. I took the Aleve for the first time and then found myself awake for two days, no matter how much I tried to get to sleep.

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eternal_ot May 20 2014, 05:39:05 UTC
*hugs*..hoping for things to turn better..feels good to read the note..Take care.

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minikin May 22 2014, 05:16:03 UTC
Thank you

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