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its been a year since Tom left..
i miss him.. i wish that he knew that i loved him..i never showed that to him
i used to embarrace him,infront of his friends,family,cousins.i made him lose his confidence,always showing him as the stupid ,naiive,useless,idiot person ever
i dont get why i used to be that way with him,,,specially him,i know that i have hurted him but he did nothing bad to me,im such a bitch
im not a cold person,no,but also im not goin to cry and bring pitty to myself
hes gone yeah,sure i do miss him,i havnt visited his grave since the day burried him ,that day was the only day i saw that grave
not going to visited it yet
but i hope that he found his joy..im not a religious person but sometimes when u cant accept a thing,u get along with a simple idea even if u dont belive in it,u just play around with it,amusing urself by giving it a so called reason or motive..
Mark rock on,i love u
love and good luck evey1
Marcha
i miss him.. i wish that he knew that i loved him..i never showed that to him
i used to embarrace him,infront of his friends,family,cousins.i made him lose his confidence,always showing him as the stupid ,naiive,useless,idiot person ever
i dont get why i used to be that way with him,,,specially him,i know that i have hurted him but he did nothing bad to me,im such a bitch
im not a cold person,no,but also im not goin to cry and bring pitty to myself
hes gone yeah,sure i do miss him,i havnt visited his grave since the day burried him ,that day was the only day i saw that grave
not going to visited it yet
but i hope that he found his joy..im not a religious person but sometimes when u cant accept a thing,u get along with a simple idea even if u dont belive in it,u just play around with it,amusing urself by giving it a so called reason or motive..
Mark rock on,i love u
love and good luck evey1
Marcha