Bind
Ever had one of those days where you just feel in a bind? Today seems to be giving me that and then some.
My grandparents health is getting worse. What's bad is that they live in Florida and my parents are in Maryland. My grandparents refuse to move up to where my parents are and refuse to go into a nursing home. It's all agreed that it's retarded that they don't want to go into a nursing home because they're nearly a hundred. No joke, they're almost 100 years old and refuse help. O.o Of course this has caused my mother to get extremely worried and anxious. As a result, whenever I call she's in a pissy mood and I can't talk to her at all. I make no progress with her when she's like this.
Then I find out my dad is in threat of getting laid off. This has been looming since last September, but they make it sound like it's a real possibility that he'll be let go. This really sucks because I still have a few more months to go of college. Not to mention he's expressed no interest in finding another job. This would be fine if a)I still didn't have a few more months left of college and b) my mother weren't considering taking time off to take care of the sick grandparents. This of course weighs in on all of us, putting us all in moods.
Graduation. This is a lot to take care of in of itself. It's made worse that my parents told me that I have to sell all of my furniture before I leave and having to worry about my move back home. This is a lot to take care of and I pray to God I can handle it all.
Earlier today my brother was going on some stupid rant about TV's. He says the government is going to force people to switch over to High Def television sets. That is the stupidest thing I've heard of and I told him that. He tried defending it because two dudes at work told him this. When I pointed out that people at work don't count as reliable news sources, he defended even harder. It bothers me that he goes on about this, causing a fuss over what is essentially nothing. It's stupid, lacking in any sort of common sense, and drives me crazy. It doesn't add to anything when he goes off on these stupid rants and just runs me down.
So yeah...I've got more of my share of worry's and concerns right now and the session hasn't even started yet. Fuck you life.
My grandparents health is getting worse. What's bad is that they live in Florida and my parents are in Maryland. My grandparents refuse to move up to where my parents are and refuse to go into a nursing home. It's all agreed that it's retarded that they don't want to go into a nursing home because they're nearly a hundred. No joke, they're almost 100 years old and refuse help. O.o Of course this has caused my mother to get extremely worried and anxious. As a result, whenever I call she's in a pissy mood and I can't talk to her at all. I make no progress with her when she's like this.
Then I find out my dad is in threat of getting laid off. This has been looming since last September, but they make it sound like it's a real possibility that he'll be let go. This really sucks because I still have a few more months to go of college. Not to mention he's expressed no interest in finding another job. This would be fine if a)I still didn't have a few more months left of college and b) my mother weren't considering taking time off to take care of the sick grandparents. This of course weighs in on all of us, putting us all in moods.
Graduation. This is a lot to take care of in of itself. It's made worse that my parents told me that I have to sell all of my furniture before I leave and having to worry about my move back home. This is a lot to take care of and I pray to God I can handle it all.
Earlier today my brother was going on some stupid rant about TV's. He says the government is going to force people to switch over to High Def television sets. That is the stupidest thing I've heard of and I told him that. He tried defending it because two dudes at work told him this. When I pointed out that people at work don't count as reliable news sources, he defended even harder. It bothers me that he goes on about this, causing a fuss over what is essentially nothing. It's stupid, lacking in any sort of common sense, and drives me crazy. It doesn't add to anything when he goes off on these stupid rants and just runs me down.
So yeah...I've got more of my share of worry's and concerns right now and the session hasn't even started yet. Fuck you life.