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Haven't written in awhile. Don't know if anyone still reads this. Basically I'm only writing in here because I'm working at the library and bored out of my mind. Also I need to get some things off my chest and this seems like the perfect place because : 1) I'm bored 2) I'm not in my room therefore I can not write in my personal not-online diary and 3) Maybe if anyone reads this they can give me some advice.
So Greg won't be coming back to WestConn next semester and this makes me sad. In short, his bill got screwed over by financial aid and he won't be able to afford coming here anymore. He's going to transfer to eastern hopefully for next semester but if not then he'll go to community college for the spring and then go to school next fall. I really don't want him to leave. I love having him here and I never get sick of him. It's gonna suck having to plan weekends to see each other. I haven't really been telling people he's leaving because I don't feel like explaining the situation to everyone. Plus most people here don't understand. Their parents pay for school and they don't know how hard we ( me and Greg) work just to be able to go to school. Greg has to pay a lot more than I do to come here because I get more financial aid because I have one parent and last year she wasn't working. I feel bad...I wish he could stay :(
In other news, I'm thinking about cutting all ties with the theater department. After I finish this class (Production and Performance) I think I'm done. Some of the new freshman are horrible diva bitches as well as people in the other grades but that of course I already knew. It''s one thing to be competitive and another to be bitchy. Theprofessors saying how much of a bad attitude I had last semester. Of course I had a bad attitude, if you treat me like shit and then e-mail my boss and almost get me fired...I'm going to be a bitch to you. I can't stand the morals of some people there either. I don't smoke or do drugs and I drink once every two years. And when I do drink it's one glass of something and I don't do it to get drunk and make a fool out of myself or puke everywhere. I don't think it's cool that they do drugs and drink themselves stupid and then brag about it. There's nothing cool about not going to class either and staying in school for years and living off your parents money. The more I think about it the more I realize I don't fit in there. All I want to do is sing. And I can do that without being in the theater department. I can do that without them there making me feel bad about myself. I don't want to do theater. It's not worth it to stay there for a few decent people who I rarely ever see anyways. So needless to say, I am not doing Tommy or taking Acting III next semester.
New subject. I'm looking to buy a car because once Greg leaves I won't have a ride to and from work at Hallmark anymore. I just need a cheap one that'll drive well...I don't care about the make or year or whatever else there is. So if anyone knows of one let me know.
Oh and about NYU...I got in but I'm not going. Too expenisve....no way could I afford it without financial aid which is what I'd have to do. I'm ok with this though. I can't believe I got in to begin with :) And now I actually have to go do work...boo.