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Why does life suck so fucking much?! It's not even that something horribly out of the ordinary happened, ya my thing with my dad, but that really isnt to out of the ordinary for the series of unfortunate events that is my life. I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!! I hate being depressed and alone. I have had some of the darkest dreams lately. My mom dying, my house catching fire, the tsunami hits Portland and I am the only one left that I know. Only strangers are around me and their friends and family have survived but all of my friends, my family, people I know and love are gone. I woke up crying, and went downstairs to check my email just to calm down and I got and email from my choir conductior saying that our Tsunami benefit concert made $3000 which was really good and made me feel better, but that was until I remembered that I had not finished my homework. Shit. Oh well, its done now, so it doesn't matter. I'm going to stop ranting. So hows life?