update!
so chris and i are done. have been for a week now. broke up last friday. he didn't like me for me. once we broke up, i still spent the night. he wanted to make me breakfast the next day. i just left. he comes over everyday to see if im hungry and tries to take me out to eat. i like him a little still. a boy from imperial told me he loves me the other day. i love him too....maybe not like that? i am not sure. i like him. i could see us together. i went clubbing today. for the first time in my life. it was awesome! we went to the boogie. it was HUGE. in the bathroom they have lines of stuff for you to fix yourself up with...they have victoria's secrets lotions and sprays and gel and moose and there was a lady that was selling gum and cigarettes and everything. there were different rooms for dancing and an outside patio for smoking. I didn't wanna dance but some HUGE black guy smothered me so I went outside to smoke and met a guy named Martin. He's cute. We danced for the rest of the time. Heather, Jessica and I left and Melody followed us. She was bein a bitch about things though. =0S I bought her gas and she didn't even say thank you. BITCH. Right now I am talking to Martin, who likes to be called Art, and he is from LA. He's coming over right now. *sigh* Im sleepy.