May 15, 2005 18:23
sometimes i think that i am obsessed with him. i mostly look forward to going to school so that i can see him. is that obsessive? and ive been starting to not like fridays because of 2 reasons:
a-it means that another week of school is over and that its getting closer to the last day of school and call me crazy but i am actually not looking forward to it. leaving everybody is not something i like thinking about. it makes me cry.
and b- because it means that i cant see or talk to him for 2 more days and then hes like always late in the morning so i can only like really talk to him in 9th period and i think ms.meyers has started to get mad because all i do in her class now is talk to him rod ariel and ryan.
but yah i get to register for all my classes on tuesday. the day of our chior concert. the day that im probably going to be crying cuz we all have a solo and me and maddie alwayz cry during it so during the performance i will probably be crying. our solo is the begininng of a song called one song and the guy who sings it sounds like a girl. but yah the guy who sings it is named tevin campbell.
the weirdest thing happened in science on friday. this is probably going to sound so lame but i was majorly embarressed by it. ryan sat next to me cuz ariel wasnt there and he wanted to talk to kevin and rod...but suddenly ryan turns to kevin and says so are you and tal going out? and i was like what? and hes like yah you so like him and i was like no i dont and then rod and ryan were both saying it right in front of kevin and theyre like yah you like him and i could feel my face turning red. i bet it was almost as red as devins face when kotek agreed that gaske majorly flirts with her. which he does but thats beside the point. and so yah it was kinda embaressing and theres like no point in the note anymore because he knows.
at least i have my sister, devin marie, to be there for me and to jump on matresses with. lol.yah so on wednesday dev came over to help me with science but instead we went to our new store and we rode the scooter thing and jumped on matresses and rolled off of them then dev had dinner with us when we came home and then she helped me with science and then we went to the mall to return some stuff and we ended up going shopping. i got a lip gloss and lotion from bath and body works and then dev and i got lipglosses from victorias secret. but yah then we dropped dev off at her house and we went home.
so we had a history test on wednesday. and for a graduation present my mom was going to get me an ipod. but then she said ok if you get higher then a 70 (which is hard for me cuz im not good at history) then ill get you and ipod earlier then graduation. so i studied really hard and on wednesday she graded the front page of our test and i didnt do so good. i got 5 wrong so the highest i can get now is a 90 and i think i might be able to do it since i know i did good on the essays and on the back page. so my mom was going to get it for me(if i pass i mean) on friday but nooo mrs naiman has to go to california! so i get to find out sometime this week. ahh i just really want to pass!!!
on friday night my cousin and his wife came from ca to spend the night cuz the next day they were going to utah with my parents for the day. so cima got up early to go to work and i woke up to cuz i slept with her that night. so while we were deciding what i would do that day my mom came up with this brilliant idea that i would go shopping while cima worked. and of course i liked that idea so i went and got ready and then cima took me to work with her and i got to shop!!! i spent all my money. literally with all my change i have exactly 3 dollars left. i blew off my abercrombie and fitch gift card and same with my hollister. i got pants from abercrombie. sunglasses and lip gloss from nordstrom. pants and a shirt from hollister. food for cima and i and some candy cuz i was in the mood for something sweet. and earrings from claires.
and on thursday i got the princess diaries book volume 6 and i finsihed it this morning and its really good.
but yah i got to go. ttyl xoxo bye.