oh my freakin god!
oh god!!!!!! all during science he sat with ariel and i....and we talked about the note and i made him swear that he wouldnt tell anybody or show anybody and all that important stuff to me like a billion gazillion times and he did and i gave it to him to put in his pocket. and ariel was being really supporitve and nice to me and so was dev and talie was in the morning. and you'll never guess but i actually gave it to him!! i started shaking and i couldnt calm down after suddenly like 2 minutes later he came back to me and said here i dont want to read it. you can have it back. and i was like ok. MAN OH MY GOD!!!!!!! i need him to read that note. real bad. i even have a picture of him on my phone. :) i have been talking to him for a really long time and i consider him one of my friends. and next tuesday im going golfing with him. i know i was supposed to go today but we cancelled. anywayz im so dissapointed with myself. i shouldnt have let him give it back. but at least he had it. at least he felt it and i think he might have even read it. at least i talk to him a lot. man oh man love really is a battelfield. and it hurts to. ok i got to go ttyl bye