someone get me a tissue.
i am overly depressed. i am about to cry. i dont want to leave everybody its going to be heartbreaking. im just crying sitting here thinking about it how am i actually going to handle it?!?!?!? i need a hug. i need my devin marie. i cant live without her. or talie. i cant live without her either. without those 2 i would never have surrived. i need someones soldier to cry on and spill all my problems too. i have no clue what i am going to do at the end of the year. and at our graduation party. its going to be the saddest party ever. and in choir the other day mr. lackey was like which 8th graders here are leaving? and all of us raised our hands i was seriously about to burst into tears. so hes like ok you guyz all have to do this solo then. and today we sung it and i couldnt sing it cuz i was about to cry. i had tears in my eyes. and to top it all off graduation by vitamin c is playing on my computer right now and i cant handle it. im crying....mayb i should turn it off but i like this song so its staying on. to put the cherry on top of a great day devins not gonna be at school tomorrow. shes gonna be at the "special olymipics" speelendid dev. thanx for leaving me. and i also have allergies. great...
anywayz we were inside today for pe since it was raining and coach hale tought us this game called like alaskan kickball or whatever. anywayz there were like 3 girls on my team. me jenna and maddie. and jenna and maddie like hate me even though theyre supposed to be my "bff". yah right theyre mean. anywayz they basically ignored me the whole time and in the game your supposed to hit people with the ball and they were like oww i dont want to get hit. eww im not playing and being little babys about it even though it was like the softest ball ever. anywayz so it was me and the guyz and luckily ***** was on my team so i talked to him a lot. and then stephen was actually being nice. and so were all the other guyz i was like wow major mood swings. lol. but yah that was fun.
anywayz we were inside today for pe since it was raining and coach hale tought us this game called like alaskan kickball or whatever. anywayz there were like 3 girls on my team. me jenna and maddie. and jenna and maddie like hate me even though theyre supposed to be my "bff". yah right theyre mean. anywayz they basically ignored me the whole time and in the game your supposed to hit people with the ball and they were like oww i dont want to get hit. eww im not playing and being little babys about it even though it was like the softest ball ever. anywayz so it was me and the guyz and luckily ***** was on my team so i talked to him a lot. and then stephen was actually being nice. and so were all the other guyz i was like wow major mood swings. lol. but yah that was fun.