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I don't enjoy school this semester. at all. i may have said that before on here... just thought i'd throw it out there again.
now with that said.. i thought things in life were leaning way more towards the negative side, but i was just taking things too seriously. i forgot for a little while that i've got all this time to figure out what the hell i want to do with myself. i was working too much, i'm getting that taken care of. i'm not happy at my job here but the money is decent. but do i really need it? its a huge comfort to me, having a stable job with fairly steady income. i cant let it go just yet. even though its stressing me out and killing my grades. i'll probably quit in november for the rest of the semester and come home for all of the holidays and be MUCH happier working there for a few weeks with people i adore.
i still have alot of community service to do, thats hanging over my head and once i start knocking it out i'll calm down a little.
i'm going home this weekend to see my family, go out to eat, see my new baby (my best friends' sister's new baby to be exact) go SKYDIVING, see my elusive brother and my friends, and chill out. although i still dont officially have saturday off thats not stopping me. i'll figure that out.
i'm kind of having a hard time here, but since kicking ass isnt working out i'm in the tough it out phase. i'm not too worried about it anymore.
this song makes me happy, i guess its not really a happy song but i really like it.
In the backyard
In the garden
You were always there
Digging down where roots would burrow underneath
Now the grass is always overgrown
And the weeds are choking out the sun
Pretty soon they'll come under the door
And you don't care
In the backyard
Since last summer
Almost nothing left
Just some pieces of the roots that once dug in
And the grass is always overgrown
And the weeds are choking out the sun
Why do you still come home anymore
when you don't care?
so thats that.
now with that said.. i thought things in life were leaning way more towards the negative side, but i was just taking things too seriously. i forgot for a little while that i've got all this time to figure out what the hell i want to do with myself. i was working too much, i'm getting that taken care of. i'm not happy at my job here but the money is decent. but do i really need it? its a huge comfort to me, having a stable job with fairly steady income. i cant let it go just yet. even though its stressing me out and killing my grades. i'll probably quit in november for the rest of the semester and come home for all of the holidays and be MUCH happier working there for a few weeks with people i adore.
i still have alot of community service to do, thats hanging over my head and once i start knocking it out i'll calm down a little.
i'm going home this weekend to see my family, go out to eat, see my new baby (my best friends' sister's new baby to be exact) go SKYDIVING, see my elusive brother and my friends, and chill out. although i still dont officially have saturday off thats not stopping me. i'll figure that out.
i'm kind of having a hard time here, but since kicking ass isnt working out i'm in the tough it out phase. i'm not too worried about it anymore.
this song makes me happy, i guess its not really a happy song but i really like it.
In the backyard
In the garden
You were always there
Digging down where roots would burrow underneath
Now the grass is always overgrown
And the weeds are choking out the sun
Pretty soon they'll come under the door
And you don't care
In the backyard
Since last summer
Almost nothing left
Just some pieces of the roots that once dug in
And the grass is always overgrown
And the weeds are choking out the sun
Why do you still come home anymore
when you don't care?
so thats that.