I am pretty sure I've made a journal entry about this already, but I don't see it anymore on here so I must have subconsciously delted it by accident ^^
Anyways, came across this song again:
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And once again, I feel forever alone again. Which I shouldn't by the way even though I am still singleXD
I think you all know that I like the idea of having my boyfriend become my best friend first before we become a thing you know. I'm especially biased towards childhood best friends.
I just like the idea you know. The whole idea of becoming something more with the person you pretty much spent the first part of your life with, growing up with them and going through hardships with them, along with all the memories you gain along the way, there's just something about that idea is just really magical to me.
Of course, even if the feeling may be mutual, I'm pretty sure that even childhood best friends go through the awkward "first date" even though they have probably bee on countless "dates". But the whole "first date" as a couple and not best friends is just totally something different I guess.
But the one benefit about having a childhood best friend is that, you know everything there is to know about that person. How to make them laugh. How to make them happy. What to do when they're sad. How to make them smile. Every single detail that makes them, them you know by heart.
And once you get past the awkward stage and eventually evolve into the boyfriend/girlfriend status from the best friend status, everything is all fine and dandy I presume(I wouldn't know because I never got together with my childhood best friend who's not even my friend anymore as far as I know). Everything will simmer back into normalcy and be like the way it used to be again, plus the holding hands and all that romantic shit that comes with becoming a couple.
Childhood best friends that eventually turn into lovers are the cutest thing ever. Because they get past that stage where couples who have never met each other before they've dated or they only know a little about each other where they get to know each other and get comfortable with each other.
I see some of them sometimes, and I can't help but feel all tingly inside because they just look so cute because they're them. They're cute, and I wish I kind of went the same path they did.
P.S Blame the song and the dramas I watched growing up for this rant.
NaNoWriMo: I actually plan on doing it this year I swear!
Random gif of Jjong shuffling is always relevant
And for this year, I'm going out of my comfort zone. I'm going to attempt to write fantasy. You guys know I write romance a lot, but this time I am writing a genre I have been itching to actually try.
NaNoWriMo is just the thing to get me started. The plot of this story is loosely based of the prompt my friend
95_jaymbee had given me within the list of prompts she had given me. And it kind of sounds like Avatar (Random note: Am I the only one excited for the spin off?) so I am trying to steer away from that direction.
My story is going to revolve around the wonderful topic of Greek mythology. Something that I have been really interested in when I was a kid(This is why I loved Percy Jackson and the Olympians Series)
And I have been looking intently into Greek mythology again and I am really grossed out at the moment.
Did you know that Poseidon had a male lover? Like I knew he had like all these women, immortal and mortal alike, but a male lover? If I remember correctly (and correct me if I am wrong) he was a Prince of Lydia?
Also I found out how wives Zeus had, and there are like 9 of them. I can't even name them all.
But seriously, I am so engrossed into my research right now, I'm being more studious than I should be in this subject because I should be like this about school work.
I am excited for NaNoWriMo. 30 days of non-stop writing. And to help me with this, I am imagining the main characters of my story as K-Pop idols, which helps because I can imagine the characters more.
Like how in my story, Jonghyun is the prince of the Earth Kingdom, while Sulli is the princess of the Fire Kingdom.
Originally, my NaNoWriMo this year was supposed to be a fanfiction, but I decided to make it into my original work. But maybe I will alter the story and replace the main characters with K-Pop idols and make it a fanfiction, maybe, just maybe.
I really don't plan on like actually publishing this, I plan on putting it on Deviantart and here at least.