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Since teriberri21 is being a huge ass NAG about me writing a real entry (as opposed to memes and stuff taken from other journals), I am writing this to shut her little Californian carrot top pie hole.
Well, I'm extremely pissed off at my brother right now, cause he asks too many personal questions that he expects answers for and that I'm not willing to give. So he can just shove it too. It's really too bad I can't seriously hurt him, because he's family.
I have such a strong urge to go shopping for shoes! But I can't go with any friends, because I'll end up trying on a million pairs and never make a decision! And then everyone else would get their own pair while I go insane. Is it weird if I like shoe shopping alone?
Ack, I can't keep writing this entry. Have a splitting headache. Good thing the door to this room is closed. I can hear his footsteps outside. If the door was open, I'd probably heave everything on the bookshelf at him.
Later...
Edited to add a meme stolen from kawaii_jay:
[my name is]: ... Mia
[in the morning i am]: Cranky
[i dream about]: Scary things
[at night I am]: Awake
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: What crush?
[actually seen your crush naked]: See Above
[been in love]: Nope.
[cried when someone died]: Not yet, actually.
[lied]: Duh!
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Coke
[flowers or candy]: You mean as a gift? Candy, of course, since you can eat it. Duh!
[tall or short]: Taller than me. Which is everyone.
[beach or mountains]: Mountains.
[winter or summer]: Winter. SNOW!
[Italian or Chinese food]: Italian
[girls or guys]: Guys
[cats or dogs]: Dogs. Cats scratch you.
[crazy or calm]: Calm.
[drunk or high]: Never been either. Won't be.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: Face or hair.
[which is worse liking someone who doesn't like you or having someone you don't like, like you]: Probably the first one, but with my past, the second one applies more.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: kawaii_jay and teriberri21
[makes you smile]: Everyone I like
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Nope.
[do you have a crush on?]: I don't have a crush.
[has a crush on you?]: I don't think anyone does.
[easiest to talk to]: Most of the people I talk to online.
[do you wanna spend the rest of your life with]: AGGHH!!! Now there's a scary thought.
[do you wanna make out with]: Hm...you mean purely in a physical sense. I guess this guy I used to like, just to see how it would go.
[are you with right now]: No one.
[do you hate]: Fake people.
[do you wanna kill]: Fake bitch.
[do you wanna be with right now]: I wanna be alone, I need some breathing room.
[are you talking to online]: Fair.
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: Nope.
[save IM conversations]: Nope.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Nah.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yeah, but not publicly.
[prank call]: I don't think so.
[IM people you don't know]: Why would I do that?
[stay up really late on aol]: Not AOL, but on MSN.
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: No, I have a bad history with best friends.
[been rejected]: Duh.
[rejected someone]: Yes, but nicely.
[used someone]: Yes.
[been cheated on]: No.
[done something you regret]: All the time!
-DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...-
:x: pretty = Sometimes, when the light is right.
:x: funny = Sure. But not intentionally all the time.
:x: hot = Hell no.
:x: friendly = Sure.
:x: amusing = Amusing to other people?
:x: ugly = Sometimes.
:x: lovable = Not really.
:x: caring = Of course.
:x: sweet = Well, I can make my voice sound sickenly sweet.
:x: dorky = Yes.
-DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Wallet = It's black.
:x: Hairbrush = Pink.
:x: Toothbrush = Purple and white.
:x: Jewelry worn daily = Necklace from Africa. Silver bracelet. And I need to wear a watch, althought it doesn't really count as jewellry.
:x: Pillow cover = Pastel colors.
:x: Blanket = I have 3.
:x: Coffee cup = Xmas pictures!
:x: Favorite shirt = Some red shirt.
:x: CD(’s) in stereo right now = Not sure. It might be Hoobastank.
:x: What you are wearing now = Blue shirt, red sweat pants.
:x: Make up = A lot of stuff! Especially eye stuff!
-W H O .W A S .TH E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[who called you]: Work.
[you called]: Mom.
[hugged]: I don't think so. Probably that guy my friend knew. But he hugged me and I didn't hug him back, so does that count?
[you instant messaged]: Fair.
[you laughed with]: Sam.
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: No.
[ever get off the damn computer]: *lol* Yes.
[habla espanol]: Yeah, I don't know any Spanish.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[obsessive]: Not really.
[could you live without the computer?]: Not easily.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 66
[what's your favorite color?]: Purple
[what's your favorite food?]: Pasta.
[drink alcohol?]: Not usually.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Sunsets.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional. But damn, physical pain hurts like a bitch too.
[trust others way too easily?]: Not all the time. I'm pretty skeptical.
-N U M B E R-
[of hearts i have broken?]: *lol* None, unless you count the times I've been told that (which I didn't believe anyway).
[of continents i have lived in?]: 2
[of tight friends?]: Maybe 10.
[of cd's that I own?]: Don't wanna count.
[of scars on my body?]: Lots. The one I see right now is the one I got on my hand from some fucker waving around his cigarrette.
- I -
[KNOW] : I'll survive work tomorrow.
[WANT] : To know what I'm doing next year.
[DON'T]: Need people in my face 24/7.
[HAVE] : Nothing interesting to share.
[WISH] : I was more tan.
[HATE] : My brother's stupid questions.
[MISS] : My friends.
[FEAR] : The future.
[HEAR] : The lawnmower.
[WONDER] : If I should weigh myself again.
[LOVE] : Everything that makes me smile.
[ACHE] : On my mouth.
[CARE] : About the smallest things.
[ALWAYS] : Think the worst of each situation.
[AM NOT] : Nice all the time.
[DANCE] : Like a psycho.
[CRY] : When I'm really sad.
[DO NOT ALWAYS] : Think nice thoughts.
[WRITE] : When I have feelings I don't want to talk about.
[WIN] : At looking the youngest among my friends.
[LOST] : The cap to my zit cream.
[CONFUSE] : People when I talk too fast.
[LISTEN TO] : People are really trying to say when they cover it up with some bullshit.
[NEED]: Some caffiene.
[AM HAPPY WHEN I'M]: Somewhere I can lose myself.
[SHOULD]: Go on the little bike exercise thing. But I'm too tired.
Well, I'm extremely pissed off at my brother right now, cause he asks too many personal questions that he expects answers for and that I'm not willing to give. So he can just shove it too. It's really too bad I can't seriously hurt him, because he's family.
I have such a strong urge to go shopping for shoes! But I can't go with any friends, because I'll end up trying on a million pairs and never make a decision! And then everyone else would get their own pair while I go insane. Is it weird if I like shoe shopping alone?
Ack, I can't keep writing this entry. Have a splitting headache. Good thing the door to this room is closed. I can hear his footsteps outside. If the door was open, I'd probably heave everything on the bookshelf at him.
Later...
Edited to add a meme stolen from kawaii_jay:
[my name is]: ... Mia
[in the morning i am]: Cranky
[i dream about]: Scary things
[at night I am]: Awake
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?]: What crush?
[actually seen your crush naked]: See Above
[been in love]: Nope.
[cried when someone died]: Not yet, actually.
[lied]: Duh!
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Coke
[flowers or candy]: You mean as a gift? Candy, of course, since you can eat it. Duh!
[tall or short]: Taller than me. Which is everyone.
[beach or mountains]: Mountains.
[winter or summer]: Winter. SNOW!
[Italian or Chinese food]: Italian
[girls or guys]: Guys
[cats or dogs]: Dogs. Cats scratch you.
[crazy or calm]: Calm.
[drunk or high]: Never been either. Won't be.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: Face or hair.
[which is worse liking someone who doesn't like you or having someone you don't like, like you]: Probably the first one, but with my past, the second one applies more.
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: kawaii_jay and teriberri21
[makes you smile]: Everyone I like
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: Nope.
[do you have a crush on?]: I don't have a crush.
[has a crush on you?]: I don't think anyone does.
[easiest to talk to]: Most of the people I talk to online.
[do you wanna spend the rest of your life with]: AGGHH!!! Now there's a scary thought.
[do you wanna make out with]: Hm...you mean purely in a physical sense. I guess this guy I used to like, just to see how it would go.
[are you with right now]: No one.
[do you hate]: Fake people.
[do you wanna kill]: Fake bitch.
[do you wanna be with right now]: I wanna be alone, I need some breathing room.
[are you talking to online]: Fair.
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: Nope.
[save IM conversations]: Nope.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: Nah.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yeah, but not publicly.
[prank call]: I don't think so.
[IM people you don't know]: Why would I do that?
[stay up really late on aol]: Not AOL, but on MSN.
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: No, I have a bad history with best friends.
[been rejected]: Duh.
[rejected someone]: Yes, but nicely.
[used someone]: Yes.
[been cheated on]: No.
[done something you regret]: All the time!
-DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...-
:x: pretty = Sometimes, when the light is right.
:x: funny = Sure. But not intentionally all the time.
:x: hot = Hell no.
:x: friendly = Sure.
:x: amusing = Amusing to other people?
:x: ugly = Sometimes.
:x: lovable = Not really.
:x: caring = Of course.
:x: sweet = Well, I can make my voice sound sickenly sweet.
:x: dorky = Yes.
-DESCRIBE YOUR -
:x: Wallet = It's black.
:x: Hairbrush = Pink.
:x: Toothbrush = Purple and white.
:x: Jewelry worn daily = Necklace from Africa. Silver bracelet. And I need to wear a watch, althought it doesn't really count as jewellry.
:x: Pillow cover = Pastel colors.
:x: Blanket = I have 3.
:x: Coffee cup = Xmas pictures!
:x: Favorite shirt = Some red shirt.
:x: CD(’s) in stereo right now = Not sure. It might be Hoobastank.
:x: What you are wearing now = Blue shirt, red sweat pants.
:x: Make up = A lot of stuff! Especially eye stuff!
-W H O .W A S .TH E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[who called you]: Work.
[you called]: Mom.
[hugged]: I don't think so. Probably that guy my friend knew. But he hugged me and I didn't hug him back, so does that count?
[you instant messaged]: Fair.
[you laughed with]: Sam.
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: No.
[ever get off the damn computer]: *lol* Yes.
[habla espanol]: Yeah, I don't know any Spanish.
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[obsessive]: Not really.
[could you live without the computer?]: Not easily.
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 66
[what's your favorite color?]: Purple
[what's your favorite food?]: Pasta.
[drink alcohol?]: Not usually.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: Sunsets.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional. But damn, physical pain hurts like a bitch too.
[trust others way too easily?]: Not all the time. I'm pretty skeptical.
-N U M B E R-
[of hearts i have broken?]: *lol* None, unless you count the times I've been told that (which I didn't believe anyway).
[of continents i have lived in?]: 2
[of tight friends?]: Maybe 10.
[of cd's that I own?]: Don't wanna count.
[of scars on my body?]: Lots. The one I see right now is the one I got on my hand from some fucker waving around his cigarrette.
- I -
[KNOW] : I'll survive work tomorrow.
[WANT] : To know what I'm doing next year.
[DON'T]: Need people in my face 24/7.
[HAVE] : Nothing interesting to share.
[WISH] : I was more tan.
[HATE] : My brother's stupid questions.
[MISS] : My friends.
[FEAR] : The future.
[HEAR] : The lawnmower.
[WONDER] : If I should weigh myself again.
[LOVE] : Everything that makes me smile.
[ACHE] : On my mouth.
[CARE] : About the smallest things.
[ALWAYS] : Think the worst of each situation.
[AM NOT] : Nice all the time.
[DANCE] : Like a psycho.
[CRY] : When I'm really sad.
[DO NOT ALWAYS] : Think nice thoughts.
[WRITE] : When I have feelings I don't want to talk about.
[WIN] : At looking the youngest among my friends.
[LOST] : The cap to my zit cream.
[CONFUSE] : People when I talk too fast.
[LISTEN TO] : People are really trying to say when they cover it up with some bullshit.
[NEED]: Some caffiene.
[AM HAPPY WHEN I'M]: Somewhere I can lose myself.
[SHOULD]: Go on the little bike exercise thing. But I'm too tired.