Its been so long
Wow its been so long time since I've updated. So lets see what all has been going on? well............ I got a new car its a 2000 gold Saturn (aka Goldie) Its got a awesome stereo system in it so you'll know when I'm coming cause I'm usually blasting music (country thank you very much)Yea so I really like it I just kinda miss my stratus. I don't know why I do and I know thats stupid, but I do. I think its more guilt cause we've had that car since I was like the forth or fifth grade and it lasted all this time but then I get it and mess it up.
I went to the doctors on Thursday and they did a whole buncha tests and they say I'm doing good so that made me happy!! (If you know what went on in my life two years ago you'll know what I'm talking about.) I hate the stress those Doctors visits cause me its terrible!! I was talking to the doctor and he was like oh by the time you are out of college you'll be done with this and I was like "Oh great....... like I wanna deal with it while I'm away and supposed to be enjoying like and all that. But I know I'm lucky they caught it early and I thank God for that everyday.
Speaking of Colleges I applied to Flagler, so keep your fingers crossed and pray for me PLEASE. Everyday it seems like I'm getting more and more torn. I want to go there. It would be wonderful for me to go there. But I'm like I got all these great people in my life and I don't want to lose them I can't even stand the thought of that, it absolutely breaks my heart. I don't want to lose a single one of them!!!!!!
Yea and then me and Marc are fighting. Its really upsetting me beyond belief. He's one of my best friends in the whole world and I never thought we'd get in a fight .........but we did and I wish more and more that this fighting could just end. I miss the guy who I could joke with and be totally stupid around and he would just laugh and we'd turn it into one of our many inside jokes. I miss running through the parking lot singing the mission impossible theme song with him. I miss taking his arm and telling him to have a good day. I miss talking to him. I miss laughing with him. I miss my ex-fiancee. Hopefully it will be resolved soon!! I don't know longer I can stand not talking to one of my best friends.
So I think that thats about it.
I went to the doctors on Thursday and they did a whole buncha tests and they say I'm doing good so that made me happy!! (If you know what went on in my life two years ago you'll know what I'm talking about.) I hate the stress those Doctors visits cause me its terrible!! I was talking to the doctor and he was like oh by the time you are out of college you'll be done with this and I was like "Oh great....... like I wanna deal with it while I'm away and supposed to be enjoying like and all that. But I know I'm lucky they caught it early and I thank God for that everyday.
Speaking of Colleges I applied to Flagler, so keep your fingers crossed and pray for me PLEASE. Everyday it seems like I'm getting more and more torn. I want to go there. It would be wonderful for me to go there. But I'm like I got all these great people in my life and I don't want to lose them I can't even stand the thought of that, it absolutely breaks my heart. I don't want to lose a single one of them!!!!!!
Yea and then me and Marc are fighting. Its really upsetting me beyond belief. He's one of my best friends in the whole world and I never thought we'd get in a fight .........but we did and I wish more and more that this fighting could just end. I miss the guy who I could joke with and be totally stupid around and he would just laugh and we'd turn it into one of our many inside jokes. I miss running through the parking lot singing the mission impossible theme song with him. I miss taking his arm and telling him to have a good day. I miss talking to him. I miss laughing with him. I miss my ex-fiancee. Hopefully it will be resolved soon!! I don't know longer I can stand not talking to one of my best friends.
So I think that thats about it.