Apr 10, 2006 16:55
well i'm not so willing to be friend's with some one that blame's me for them getting hurt when it was not my falt that i thought it would brieng us closer and i gave him up for you you were my best friend you were my life i mean i had feeling's for you that i did not under stand and it was crushed when you blamed you getting hurt on me"I never forgave you for what you did to me. I loved...him...so much." i'm sorry but that was not my falt ok!_!
>From: "cassie gwiazdzinski"
>To: ac_hunt@msn.com
>Subject: RE: Yosh~! yeah!!!!!
>Date: Thu, 06 Apr 2006 17:17:36 -0700
>
>You're not so willing to do what? Do you think I'm doing all this to
>be a bitch or to hurt you? Because, it's not true Amanda. I couldn't
>hurt you, you're the only person that has always been there when I
>needed you. I owe you a lot.
>
>
>>From: "Amanda Hunt"
>>To: littlec_98@hotmail.com
>>Subject: RE: Yosh~! yeah!!!!!
>>Date: Thu, 06 Apr 2006 15:39:00 -0500
>>
>>i'm sorry to sound so mean but i'm not so willing any more and it's
>>just like you told me it's the way i feel so bye.
>>
>>
>>>From: "cassie gwiazdzinski"
>>>To: ac_hunt@msn.com
>>>Subject: RE: Yosh~!
>>>Date: Wed, 05 Apr 2006 15:22:37 -0700
>>>
>>>Gosh...that's a nice way to put it...I would say the same, but we
>>>both know it wouldn't be true.
>>>
>>>
>>>>From: "Amanda Hunt"
>>>>To: littlec_98@hotmail.com
>>>>Subject: RE: Yosh~!
>>>>Date: Wed, 05 Apr 2006 15:05:27 -0500
>>>>
>>>>well good for you and i'm letting go and i'm not going to save
>>>>our friendship and i hope you have a happy god filled life good
>>>>bye forever!!!!!!
>>>>
>>>>
>>>>>From: "cassie gwiazdzinski"
>>>>>To: ac_hunt@msn.com
>>>>>Subject: RE: Yosh~!
>>>>>Date: Wed, 05 Apr 2006 06:20:16 -0700
>>>>>
>>>>>I really want to save what is left of our friendship, but major
>>>>>things will have to change. I don't want to talj=k about Danny,
>>>>>honestly I don't care if you're going to prom or marrying him.
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>>>From: "Amanda Hunt"
>>>>>>To: littlec_98@hotmail.com
>>>>>>Subject: RE: Yosh~!
>>>>>>Date: Tue, 04 Apr 2006 21:35:08 -0500
>>>>>>
>>>>>>i understand everything and i was betrayed by you as well all
>>>>>>though i thought you knew that i only broke up with him becouse
>>>>>>i thought it would bring me and you closer and i don't want to
>>>>>>be your rock and i'm happy you told me this becouse i thought
>>>>>>you and i were getting a long a lot better but if that is the
>>>>>>way you feel that is your dision and i can not change the past
>>>>>>if i could i would but it's not my problem any more i gave it
>>>>>>to god and i'm not picking it back up and i let go of
>>>>>>everything and i had not intechen of you getting hurt but i got
>>>>>>hurt to and wile you were with him i felt we were growing i
>>>>>>sreprat way's any way i don't mean to sound like a mean person
>>>>>>but i feel the way you do i was wrong to let my feeling's get
>>>>>>in your way becouse i wanted to be a good friend i still think
>>>>>>of you as a sister but if it is not what you want me to do i
>>>>>>won't i will be the bigger person and let go.
>>>>>>
>>>>>>
>>>>>>>From: "cassie gwiazdzinski"
>>>>>>>To: ac_hunt@msn.com
>>>>>>>Subject: Yosh~!
>>>>>>>Date: Tue, 04 Apr 2006 19:17:47 -0700
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>I wanted to tell you this when we talked eailer, but I
>>>>>>>couldn't.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>We changed so much. We're two different people. And, I'm
>>>>>>>sticming to what I said. I'm going to tell you exactly how I
>>>>>>>feel.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>I never forgave you for what you did to me. I loved...him...so
>>>>>>>much. I'm convinced I still do...Well, not after I met
>>>>>>>Jimmy...but either ways...
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Right now...I hate him, with every fiber of my being. I feel
>>>>>>>betrayed, do you know how that feels? To be hurt so badly by
>>>>>>>someone you once called sister?
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>Right now...I honestly don't care if I ever see you again. I
>>>>>>>know we'll never be the same. True I always think about you
>>>>>>>and wonder, but then I remember what you did. How you hurt me.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>I never cried over a boy until him. And...I don't know, I
>>>>>>>thought I meant more to you. But, I guess I was wrong.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>But, that's ok. I have friends who love me, a family that
>>>>>>>needs me and a future that awaits me
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>And the best part is I don't need you anymore...you were my
>>>>>>>rock...but, now I'm my own.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>You can take this any way you can...
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>get pissed and threaten me...try to do something to me,
>>>>>>>staoping talking to me...I don't care, but I had to say it and
>>>>>>>I hope you reply back to it...
>>>>>>>