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Dec 26, 2004 23:44

Nothing ever changes, does it? You know what I mean? And when I want it to it won't.

And I want it more than ever. And it's so exhausting! Thinking about it all the time, never being relaxed, dropping things...nobody wants to talk to me because I'm always complaining about the same things, and I'm dumb anyway, right? Well maybe not, but nothing ever changes. And when I want it to, it won't.

So help me! But no one will. And I don't even know if no one is one word. So fix me. But no one (no-one?) will! Ridiculous.

NOTHING EVER CHANGES.

And sometimes, I feel like it must've, because after all, everyone is moving, thinking, discovering, but then I wonder. Feel? Think? So change me. And give me a call, because it's the only way I know I'm worth it.
I can't always be coming to you. You. You you you you you. Me? Me me me. Hah.

Heehee...us?

Christmas presents?
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