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SCS has been an amazing experience here, but I'm finding it hard to fit in without compromising on my Christian values, which I'm slipping away from day by day. I have to renew it, I GOTTA renew it. Tongue-in-cheek, maybe if I didn't have someone I knew in my bunk, I'd be able to make a clean start, the total break that I'd get. The rest of the people have been totally awesome. No pretenses, no straightforwardness. I wish I wasn't forced to reveal my history in NS, that I was from OCS, that I out-of-coursed. For once, I didn't want to be someone that stood out, but now I am, and I don't really like that. I want to break out of the whole RJ thing, the whole cliquey thing and for once be one with the others who are all struggling to fit in. It'll get better day by day.
congrats to nicky and puah who have just commissioned! :D
congrats to nicky and puah who have just commissioned! :D