Bit of an update
For reasons I'm not going to get into, I had a bad bad bad day yesterday that was stressful with a lot of me trying very hard not to be stressed.
I'm still coming out of that. I'm a lot better! My in-laws took me out and we had a nice time with an old friend of their family who is a friend of mine now (she's a really nice person and I like her a lot). It helped to get out of the house and see different things.
I'm still however a bit twitchy, a bit needing to avoid all stress, a bit anxious and a bit wrapped up in my own crap. I'm also really trying hard to get over all of this and to just relax and get on with my life because being anxious, twitchy, and wrapped up in my own crap will not help things. I'm also slightly paranoid at the moment. Simon (because of the bad bad bad day) is also twitchy, anxious and slightly paranoid and is also trying not to be.
We're also both knackered and really wanting sleep.
So that's an early night for both of us (ie, we're going to bed soon).
Things are okay. I'm okay, Simon's okay, Merlin's okay and Charlie is okay. Just needing to chill, relax and calm down.
The Old English Remedy (ie a Nice Hot Cup of Tea) does seem to do the trick a lot.
I'm really fine but if I twitch away from certain conversations or topics it's because I'm trying to find my good headspace in order to deal. It's NOT personal (well it's about my personal crap but it's NOT going to be about YOU.)
Just letting you know.
I'm still coming out of that. I'm a lot better! My in-laws took me out and we had a nice time with an old friend of their family who is a friend of mine now (she's a really nice person and I like her a lot). It helped to get out of the house and see different things.
I'm still however a bit twitchy, a bit needing to avoid all stress, a bit anxious and a bit wrapped up in my own crap. I'm also really trying hard to get over all of this and to just relax and get on with my life because being anxious, twitchy, and wrapped up in my own crap will not help things. I'm also slightly paranoid at the moment. Simon (because of the bad bad bad day) is also twitchy, anxious and slightly paranoid and is also trying not to be.
We're also both knackered and really wanting sleep.
So that's an early night for both of us (ie, we're going to bed soon).
Things are okay. I'm okay, Simon's okay, Merlin's okay and Charlie is okay. Just needing to chill, relax and calm down.
The Old English Remedy (ie a Nice Hot Cup of Tea) does seem to do the trick a lot.
I'm really fine but if I twitch away from certain conversations or topics it's because I'm trying to find my good headspace in order to deal. It's NOT personal (well it's about my personal crap but it's NOT going to be about YOU.)
Just letting you know.