my heart hurts
it's not anything should be hurting me. It supposed to make me happy, he found his real love. But my heart is hurting.
He is an old friend of mine, we had a lot of fun time together.
We call him "VY".
he use to sit behind me in my class.
I use to share a desk with him in class(facing the back of the classroom) which made the teacher really mad. But I don't care. I just like him. Like to talk to him. Like to sing with him. Love to laugh with him.
suddenly one day he mentions he likes me in the romantic way. I was mad. why does he wants to break the relationship we had before. he knows i have Joe. He thinks he is better than Joe.
he got into a big trouble at school. I was so surprised(in the super bad way). I can't believe that he was the one helped stole my other friend's cell phone. he can't come to school anymore. I was mad and sad. I thought I knew him well, but I really don't; I had a different person sat behind me and when he moves a little bit I thought it was VY. I cried the night when I heard that news. I missed the time he sat behind me a lot.
I was the only few people he kept in touch with while he was staying home. I felt so sorry for him. I went to his place to see how he was doing.
i can't get too close to him. i know what he feels about me. I don't want him to think i want to go out with him. Because I like him as one of my favorite friend.
then i left him. I came to somewhere farther than he can imagine.
he got him a new life. which i think it was good for him.
now i came back. ...
what is he going to do?
i talked to him on the phone. the way he talks to me just like the VY I knew before. but i know he is a different person.
he said his teacher thinks he is the head(the bad kind I think) of his grade. He said he was not really. He said there is a girl in his class looks/ talks just like me I talked about the bad thing about smoking he changes the topic very fast. ... But that was about all we talked about.
The thing we both interested in each other we didn't talk about. But the way I read about it hurts my heart.
I went to his school website and saw this really bugs me:
someone asked: "who does VY really like?"
one person said:"his 'wife'. That's the only girl he talks to."
one person said:"he is such a playboy he likes anyone who is a girl."
I felt...not emo but ... I don't know what kind of feeling that was. I just know it wasn't a good feeling and it's hurting my heart.
why the heck does anyone care about who VY likes on this website? why is he so famous in his school?
what the heck!
He is an old friend of mine, we had a lot of fun time together.
We call him "VY".
he use to sit behind me in my class.
I use to share a desk with him in class(facing the back of the classroom) which made the teacher really mad. But I don't care. I just like him. Like to talk to him. Like to sing with him. Love to laugh with him.
suddenly one day he mentions he likes me in the romantic way. I was mad. why does he wants to break the relationship we had before. he knows i have Joe. He thinks he is better than Joe.
he got into a big trouble at school. I was so surprised(in the super bad way). I can't believe that he was the one helped stole my other friend's cell phone. he can't come to school anymore. I was mad and sad. I thought I knew him well, but I really don't; I had a different person sat behind me and when he moves a little bit I thought it was VY. I cried the night when I heard that news. I missed the time he sat behind me a lot.
I was the only few people he kept in touch with while he was staying home. I felt so sorry for him. I went to his place to see how he was doing.
i can't get too close to him. i know what he feels about me. I don't want him to think i want to go out with him. Because I like him as one of my favorite friend.
then i left him. I came to somewhere farther than he can imagine.
he got him a new life. which i think it was good for him.
now i came back. ...
what is he going to do?
i talked to him on the phone. the way he talks to me just like the VY I knew before. but i know he is a different person.
he said his teacher thinks he is the head(the bad kind I think) of his grade. He said he was not really. He said there is a girl in his class looks/ talks just like me I talked about the bad thing about smoking he changes the topic very fast. ... But that was about all we talked about.
The thing we both interested in each other we didn't talk about. But the way I read about it hurts my heart.
I went to his school website and saw this really bugs me:
someone asked: "who does VY really like?"
one person said:"his 'wife'. That's the only girl he talks to."
one person said:"he is such a playboy he likes anyone who is a girl."
I felt...not emo but ... I don't know what kind of feeling that was. I just know it wasn't a good feeling and it's hurting my heart.
why the heck does anyone care about who VY likes on this website? why is he so famous in his school?
what the heck!