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So I've been thinking a lot about stuff lately and a current post in WTF_inc reminded me of something that's been hidden in my past.
It's about Skye.
I haven't really talked to anyone about this, but I need to get this out because its pissing me off.
That facebook group that Colleen did was nice and everything but when I see people that BARELY knew Skye post "I love you and miss you come back home safe" is quite disgusting.
When I see people from High School that BARELY cared about her and join the group I want to vomit. DO YOU PEOPLE REALLY THINK THAT IT MATTERS NOW? No of course it doesn't, why would it? You never cared before, but now a year and half later you still "do"? You teased her, you were cruel people to her, if I was her I wouldn't want your support.
I pushed Skye out of my life because I knew her, because I had an indifference with her. I NEVER pretended to be someone who cared about her. It's probably a shitty thing to say that I care now because it's like she isn't around anymore.
I think no matter what connection you've had with people, you still will always feel that they are a part of you if you KNEW them.
I KNEW Skye. I FUCKING KNEW her unlike this fake bastards.
I feel ashamed for pushing her out of my life...but I'm pretty certain I didn't help her. I'm pretty sure I caused even more trust issues for her. I'm fucking ashamed that I did that to her.
I'm Sorry Skye, where ever you are.
It's about Skye.
I haven't really talked to anyone about this, but I need to get this out because its pissing me off.
That facebook group that Colleen did was nice and everything but when I see people that BARELY knew Skye post "I love you and miss you come back home safe" is quite disgusting.
When I see people from High School that BARELY cared about her and join the group I want to vomit. DO YOU PEOPLE REALLY THINK THAT IT MATTERS NOW? No of course it doesn't, why would it? You never cared before, but now a year and half later you still "do"? You teased her, you were cruel people to her, if I was her I wouldn't want your support.
I pushed Skye out of my life because I knew her, because I had an indifference with her. I NEVER pretended to be someone who cared about her. It's probably a shitty thing to say that I care now because it's like she isn't around anymore.
I think no matter what connection you've had with people, you still will always feel that they are a part of you if you KNEW them.
I KNEW Skye. I FUCKING KNEW her unlike this fake bastards.
I feel ashamed for pushing her out of my life...but I'm pretty certain I didn't help her. I'm pretty sure I caused even more trust issues for her. I'm fucking ashamed that I did that to her.
I'm Sorry Skye, where ever you are.