i just watched the final episode of farscape season four,
spent the entirety of the episode sobbing helplessly and flailing at keri, t. and megan on im, and then afterwards i spent half an hour prostrate on the floor, continuing to weep like a baby, my heart broken completely. and i can't find any words beyond that to talk about it. i love this show so much, i cannot even verbalize it. OH, JOHN. OH, AERYN. OH, CHI AND D'ARGO AND RYGEL AND PILOT AND STARK AND ALL OF THEM. *weeps and weeps and weeps*
how did you guys cope with that ending, how did you ever manage to wait for anything more? because if i didn't have peacekeeper wars to watch tomorrow, i might very well throw myself in front of a train.
if i knew where to find a train, that is, which i do not. but you understand my metaphorical point. this show has broken my heart and put it back together a dozen times, and i adore it like i have never adored another show.
in other, happier news, yesterday i uploaded what felt like fourteen million photos to
flickr, but was in reality only about 60. i have fallen down on the take-a-photo-everyday initiative this year, in large part because march and april both sucked so royally, but i am hoping for better starting tomorrow. when the axis goes to eat dim sum. we all know how i like photographing food.
now i am going to take my glass of wine and my COMPLETELY BROKEN HEART and go weep in the bathtub for a while. because, man, farscape. that wasn't just a tap dance on my heart, that was a HOEDOWN. (goes without saying: i assume there will be season four spoilers in the comments,
lnboz,
jjtaylor, anyone else watching this for the first time, please do not read, you want to see this unspoiled.)