here we go again...
"riding down the streets of envy
looking for some recognition..."
well, for those who don't talk to me that often, i'm in arizona right now. my parents decided to go monday around 6, we left monday around 9. so here i am, hanging out with Ozwald (the cat) and playing diablo 2 most of my waking hours. those other hours, i've spent reading. so far, i've finished the year of the hangman, the shakespeare stealer, and know i'm starting wicked. man i love books.
so school is starting soon for bishop kids. now i have get used to waking up at 6:30 instead of 10. then again, i'm still getting the same amount of sleep. actually, i get less sleep now that i think of it. from 6 hours to 5. how fun. anyway, i'm nervous and excited about this new semester. classes i'm not really looking forward to with the exception of band. i'm praying we have a musical this year. if not, i think we should do a variety kind of show. what do you think elyse? i don't know. i'm not one who brainstorms very good ideas.
being away from my classmates, those i usually see almost everyday that is, i'm starting to let go of some unwanted emotions. i've been given time to rest and take a break i've always wanted. recently i've been able to get into youth group because i'm not worrying over homework or projects or anything related to school. however, staying busy is what i need. i can't stand doing nothing (unless it's sleeping). not to say i'm not lazy because i am sometimes, especially over this break. i need to move around and work. i guess that's why i like asb. it can be a non-stop work trip, especially during spirit week. at least this semester my class doesn't have to sponsor anything important that costs a lot of money. oh yes.
february yields anaheim youth day. i am so excited to be going down early again. i get to miss more classes and i don't have to wake up at 2 in the morning. anyway, who's going? i know cool people who are going. if you want to be cool, go to youth day and run around screaming your head off, like me. oh yeah, and listen to our choir sing. if we have the same soloists as last year (with the exception of my sister because she's not going), it'll be awesome like no other. yes i know i'm weird.
i still really want to go to the anniversary. i will find away, even if it means the worst, whatever that is. ok now that i think of it maybe not the worst. ah whatever you get my point, i hope.
i have a feeling that most of you won't really read this post because i'm quite boring. i think i creep people out. if so, hooray for me!!!
there are many reason why i post these song lyrics so much. one being no one really reads it and i want people to. another being it describes so much of what i feel and i don't think people understand why. i wish to share why because they either already know or don't really care to know.
"wish upon a falling star
dream of your perfections
fades away held up against your failures
and dying self opinions.
beauty's on the late night tv
showing off the next big thing.
turn it off
i'm lost
i forgot who i was
Jesus won't you tell me i'm worth something..."
looking for some recognition..."
well, for those who don't talk to me that often, i'm in arizona right now. my parents decided to go monday around 6, we left monday around 9. so here i am, hanging out with Ozwald (the cat) and playing diablo 2 most of my waking hours. those other hours, i've spent reading. so far, i've finished the year of the hangman, the shakespeare stealer, and know i'm starting wicked. man i love books.
so school is starting soon for bishop kids. now i have get used to waking up at 6:30 instead of 10. then again, i'm still getting the same amount of sleep. actually, i get less sleep now that i think of it. from 6 hours to 5. how fun. anyway, i'm nervous and excited about this new semester. classes i'm not really looking forward to with the exception of band. i'm praying we have a musical this year. if not, i think we should do a variety kind of show. what do you think elyse? i don't know. i'm not one who brainstorms very good ideas.
being away from my classmates, those i usually see almost everyday that is, i'm starting to let go of some unwanted emotions. i've been given time to rest and take a break i've always wanted. recently i've been able to get into youth group because i'm not worrying over homework or projects or anything related to school. however, staying busy is what i need. i can't stand doing nothing (unless it's sleeping). not to say i'm not lazy because i am sometimes, especially over this break. i need to move around and work. i guess that's why i like asb. it can be a non-stop work trip, especially during spirit week. at least this semester my class doesn't have to sponsor anything important that costs a lot of money. oh yes.
february yields anaheim youth day. i am so excited to be going down early again. i get to miss more classes and i don't have to wake up at 2 in the morning. anyway, who's going? i know cool people who are going. if you want to be cool, go to youth day and run around screaming your head off, like me. oh yeah, and listen to our choir sing. if we have the same soloists as last year (with the exception of my sister because she's not going), it'll be awesome like no other. yes i know i'm weird.
i still really want to go to the anniversary. i will find away, even if it means the worst, whatever that is. ok now that i think of it maybe not the worst. ah whatever you get my point, i hope.
i have a feeling that most of you won't really read this post because i'm quite boring. i think i creep people out. if so, hooray for me!!!
there are many reason why i post these song lyrics so much. one being no one really reads it and i want people to. another being it describes so much of what i feel and i don't think people understand why. i wish to share why because they either already know or don't really care to know.
"wish upon a falling star
dream of your perfections
fades away held up against your failures
and dying self opinions.
beauty's on the late night tv
showing off the next big thing.
turn it off
i'm lost
i forgot who i was
Jesus won't you tell me i'm worth something..."