I am quite disturbed...
Indeed, I am.
Just like most of you out there, I'm completely involved with my favorite shows - the characters on the shows are like close family or friends or even alter egos to me and I can go totally EMO over whatever happens to them. I just did that with the last three episodes of Supernatural S2!!!! I mean - OMG!!!! How beautifully disturbing?
First we get "What is and what should never be" with Mom-Winchester being alive, Sammy's Jessica alive, Dean in a relationship with the "hot chick" of his dreams - only Daddy-Winchester is missing... b/c he died from a natural death! Unbelievable. Yet, what was missing was that tight bond between Dean and Sam - the thing that makes the whole show "click" in the first place. It shows that with everything bad that can happen or is happening in one's life there can be people and things that simply wouldn't be the same if life had taken a "better" path. I've had some shitty things happening to me and I guess there'll be more to come - but I wouldn't be the person I am today otherwise. To tell the truth, I like myself. Better than a few years ago and I don't believe I would if my life had been different. But it is a mute point anyway b/c life is actually n-o-t a show and things cannot be undone. You gotta work with what you got I guess.
Back to SPN. The last two episodes... Don't you just hate it when they make it into two parts? I mean, you watch the first part and after it's over you just can't help yourself but watch the second part straight away - even if it means that you'll have nothing to look forward to after that. I'm just damn happy it's almost September, meaning new season's coming up!!!
Anyway - Sammy died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams*
Dean is so sweet and painful to watch in his loss... [Thank you! I know I'm a sick puppy...] and then he goes and sells his soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One!!! year, meaning one season, before he's going to die... or not? He's not really going to die, right? Right? They sure are planning on a fourth season? Also, no Ash anymore... *sniff* The Road House destroyed.
So yes, I am quite disturbed.
Just like most of you out there, I'm completely involved with my favorite shows - the characters on the shows are like close family or friends or even alter egos to me and I can go totally EMO over whatever happens to them. I just did that with the last three episodes of Supernatural S2!!!! I mean - OMG!!!! How beautifully disturbing?
First we get "What is and what should never be" with Mom-Winchester being alive, Sammy's Jessica alive, Dean in a relationship with the "hot chick" of his dreams - only Daddy-Winchester is missing... b/c he died from a natural death! Unbelievable. Yet, what was missing was that tight bond between Dean and Sam - the thing that makes the whole show "click" in the first place. It shows that with everything bad that can happen or is happening in one's life there can be people and things that simply wouldn't be the same if life had taken a "better" path. I've had some shitty things happening to me and I guess there'll be more to come - but I wouldn't be the person I am today otherwise. To tell the truth, I like myself. Better than a few years ago and I don't believe I would if my life had been different. But it is a mute point anyway b/c life is actually n-o-t a show and things cannot be undone. You gotta work with what you got I guess.
Back to SPN. The last two episodes... Don't you just hate it when they make it into two parts? I mean, you watch the first part and after it's over you just can't help yourself but watch the second part straight away - even if it means that you'll have nothing to look forward to after that. I'm just damn happy it's almost September, meaning new season's coming up!!!
Anyway - Sammy died!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams*
Dean is so sweet and painful to watch in his loss... [Thank you! I know I'm a sick puppy...] and then he goes and sells his soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One!!! year, meaning one season, before he's going to die... or not? He's not really going to die, right? Right? They sure are planning on a fourth season? Also, no Ash anymore... *sniff* The Road House destroyed.
So yes, I am quite disturbed.