H(l)appy N(a)ew Y(t)ear (e)
Darn it. I should have known. I mean, it should have been obvious.
I'm looking at the positive though, and it's a bit of a relief that the truth defies my wishes.
I have nothing to lose I suppose. Yet I can still gain much. Something that perhaps doesn't rot so easily.
Don't get me wrong; I'm pretty disappointed, and it even hurt at first... But I think I'll be ok...
My self esteem is still at an all-time high. Perhaps she'll never know, but she has helped me become more confident, if only a bit. I appreciate that.
More later -- the clock strikes four soon.
I'm looking at the positive though, and it's a bit of a relief that the truth defies my wishes.
I have nothing to lose I suppose. Yet I can still gain much. Something that perhaps doesn't rot so easily.
Don't get me wrong; I'm pretty disappointed, and it even hurt at first... But I think I'll be ok...
My self esteem is still at an all-time high. Perhaps she'll never know, but she has helped me become more confident, if only a bit. I appreciate that.
More later -- the clock strikes four soon.