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ok so the skin 2 pre-party was pretty fun...not as many people as i expected....i'm sure not as many as most expected.
we did the best we could....it just would of been nice if someone would have been able to see that...and the effort some put out..instead of bitching about what didn't go "his" way...what the FUCK!!!!....it's soooooooooooooo hard not to go off....i am trying to keep this clean but this really fucking pisses me off the more i think about it....ok....so maybe i won't.....hmmmmm...maybe not...it's amazing to me that i can put over 200.00$ into the voyuer room...asking for NOTHING in return....just a little artistic freedom...which for the most part hasn't been a big issue....but i'm not going to put together some bullshit "lets dyke out" scene or some crappy half assed scene for A BIG night...i like to do things right or not at all...I HAVE WORKED AT THIS SHIT TO YO!....and then i didn't PERFORM??????????????....excuse me?.....besides the fact that most of our shit got ruined due to the flooding...which it's just material crap so i'm not upset about that....the room was half put together...our other person involved didn't show...it would of been half assed...and i don't do improv very well...so why embarrass myself by looking like a poo....hmmmmmmm...plus i don't appreciate being talked to....shit non of us did....like incompetent assholes...WE DID THE BEST WE COULD!......it fucking took weeks of trying to find a make-up artist to help out for the night....FOR FREEEEEEE....pretty much..35.00 for as many people as toni did....shit!...IT WAS A FAVOR!.....to help out...TO HELP OUT!!!!!!!.....it took four hours...just to put my damn weave together...21/2 hours to get it all looking right for the night....and i didn't PERFORM!.....i was dancing my ass off that night!.....we all busted our ass....i fucking hate it when one crappy attitude can really fuck up what's supposed to be fun.....it's not fair to the rest...there was definitly more than one person involved in this production.....hmmmmmmmmmm...imagine that!.....ok so now i was a caddie bitch yakking about crap on lj i shouldn't.........but FUCK THAT!
.............i feel a little better................
we did the best we could....it just would of been nice if someone would have been able to see that...and the effort some put out..instead of bitching about what didn't go "his" way...what the FUCK!!!!....it's soooooooooooooo hard not to go off....i am trying to keep this clean but this really fucking pisses me off the more i think about it....ok....so maybe i won't.....hmmmmm...maybe not...it's amazing to me that i can put over 200.00$ into the voyuer room...asking for NOTHING in return....just a little artistic freedom...which for the most part hasn't been a big issue....but i'm not going to put together some bullshit "lets dyke out" scene or some crappy half assed scene for A BIG night...i like to do things right or not at all...I HAVE WORKED AT THIS SHIT TO YO!....and then i didn't PERFORM??????????????....excuse me?.....besides the fact that most of our shit got ruined due to the flooding...which it's just material crap so i'm not upset about that....the room was half put together...our other person involved didn't show...it would of been half assed...and i don't do improv very well...so why embarrass myself by looking like a poo....hmmmmmmm...plus i don't appreciate being talked to....shit non of us did....like incompetent assholes...WE DID THE BEST WE COULD!......it fucking took weeks of trying to find a make-up artist to help out for the night....FOR FREEEEEEE....pretty much..35.00 for as many people as toni did....shit!...IT WAS A FAVOR!.....to help out...TO HELP OUT!!!!!!!.....it took four hours...just to put my damn weave together...21/2 hours to get it all looking right for the night....and i didn't PERFORM!.....i was dancing my ass off that night!.....we all busted our ass....i fucking hate it when one crappy attitude can really fuck up what's supposed to be fun.....it's not fair to the rest...there was definitly more than one person involved in this production.....hmmmmmmmmmm...imagine that!.....ok so now i was a caddie bitch yakking about crap on lj i shouldn't.........but FUCK THAT!
.............i feel a little better................