Hope or don’t hope?
People say if you wait for something and imagine it happening, it happens. Because the feeling and the thought bring the thing.
In other point of view, some people say ‘’if you don’t wait, you don’t cry’’. Because you aren’t waiting for something, and if this thing doesn’t come, you will not be sad.
The question is: Hope or don’t? Wait or don’t?
I get out with friends yesterday (Saturday), and I was looking a friend of mine, a great guy: cute, cool, funny, intelligent etc. I like him, more than a simple friend, of curse.
All the days that we get out with crew, we stay together, we stay with ‘’hugs n’ kisses’’, this things…But we don’t really BE together, we don’t kiss in real (French kiss). We be like an couple, but in real, nothing happens.
Let e tell you:
We go to a Pizza’s restaurant and what? I go to movie with a couple friends of mine. I go see Elektra. I told everybody ‘’ hey guys, I will see Elektra with Peu and Aline, no one want to go? I will buy the tickets now.” But the guys stayed on Pizza and I go to movie with the couple…was cool, Peu don’t leave me be sad, and I talk with Aline about the friend that I was looking. She told me if I wanna some help, than she will help me with the guy. I don’t accept the help, I was really liking the way that I and the guy was being together, because no one stayed on my foots “ Minnie, you will kiss him? Ohhh you be so cute couple!! He is really handsome punk anh!!” But in other point of my view, I wanna kiss him too, or don’t? I really was looking at his mouth and thinking “ you have a cool mouth in there, I wanna kiss you boy”.
Well, I go to movie, waiting that he go after me, and you know… But the place on my side stayed empty until the end of film. Is not a cool thing to wait for somebody. Is not!
So I be angry with him, because we be together but he don’t told me what it means…
*Dates or Friends? *
So I traveled angry with him, and thinking about his cool mouth. And what?????????
Today one friend (mine and of him) ask me if I was single “sure” I told, and he told me that the guy (sorry if I am not telling his name, just now I wont tell, maybe after we be a real couple I say) told him that he don’t be in real with me because don’t have opportunity to do it. LIE! He had some…one million times to ask me if I wanna be with him in real.
At least, now I know that he wanna the same thing that I wanna, and we MAYBE will be together when I back to my city (on Friday).
I hope so…Or don’t?