frustrated

Dec 08, 2008 00:47

Real has been without internet, and I seem to have become his "bitch" of sorts when it comes to FF. In the last week I've gotten his BRD from 73 to 75 with a decent buffer. I've done salvage that he asked me to attend, along with a few LS events here and there. Ontop of trying to do a few Nyzul runs to get him some gear. I've gotten him two ranks on WoTG crap. Did a ENM (although Rhy and I failed), attended Kirin for him because he had a completed set and needs like everything but Nbody from it, mostly W.legs. We lacked people to really do it zerged and kited... so we pretty much just gave it our best doing it zerged, and failed, one thanks to getting Carby on two hour that killed half of the people we even had there. I've got buffers for both his BLM and THF, along wtih attempting to level his MNK to 75 since it is 74, I got a shitty party, and hate MNK to begin with. Mr.Gimpy that always complains about lacking inventory space, only had his Mog Safe upgraded to 60 spaces, so I have been doing his bed moogle quests to get him more space, in hopes his d.box isn't always back-up 20yrs.

I just feel I get no apperciation for it. I know he's done things for me in the past that I may have showed attitude towards him or seemed ungreatful, but I've always thanked him for everything, and really truely am thankful for his help since it is so hard to come by sometimes. It how ever has never gone to the extent that I have done for him the last week. I just feel used. Feel he's asked me to do it because he knew I wouldn't say no. I need to learn to say no more often then I do.

With all that, me and a old FF friend have been talking again, sort of. We only seem to talk while he is at work, or his girl isn't around. When he is on FF, I get ignored the entire time. Send him tells, /emotes, I get nothing back, unless his girl has gone to bed. She is extremly jealous, I don't even know why. They are engaged and have a baby together, what is she so afraid of. I don't know, I am just really annoyed with how childish it is.

Wish people could just simply be straight forward about everything, and not act like everything is so secretive. I hate when people feel the need to lie about unimportant stuff, so many other things in life to put your time towards, why do so many people feel they need to waste their time on lying, about nothing.

Just so tired of most people.
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