I'm really stuck between two worlds. One in which I'm certain the job I'm in will provide me with years of better jobs if I can only stick it out for another year, and one where maybe I should be looking into schools or looking into something different. I hate my indecisiveness, my ability to get so involved in something that I research it to death
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Uncertainty is also one of life's big risks. Who knows what will happen if you leave GM? Who knows what will happen if you stay? We might get hurt, we might be wrong.
And what if it turns out you were wrong?
But uncertainty is also the spice of life. If everything was planned for us, then why even bother living at all? What would be the fun in completing every day just to get to some obvious endpoint? There's a lot of happy things that happen by accident.
To be completely honest for a second, I was very proud of you for going to GM in the first place. I don't completely know that I could have done the same. Go down to a new city, a new region, a new job with completely new friends, a new school with new rules. I'd still be extremely proud of you if you chose to leave, to pursue some other grand adventure.
If you're not sure what that is yet, then my advice would be to sit tight. (I'm trying extremely hard to hold back from exclaiming GETYOURASSTOBOSTON!) I think that eventually, things will fall into place. I'm sure that, as a Taurus, its probably hard to just "deal" with uncertainty. But I truly believe that you will, one day, do great things.
I love you Min. I'll be thinking of you today. I hope you find what your heart desires.
(and keep me updated!)
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