i beginning to know what it feels like...
and yet everything always finds it's way.
give it all time, and it gets better. my life has just proved that over and over.
however remembering that all the time is the hard part.. but what can you do..?!
not everything is perfect, but im pretty content. more then i was 3 weeks ago, and it just keps getting better and better. so in another 3 weeks, im hoping for the best. and if i don't get there, that's fine. cause i know that i will.
and the weird thing is that people always find a way to prove you wrong.. and sometimes that can be the best thing.
i couldn't even tell you how hard this program is.. seriously.
but im so happy im there.
and thats okay that this will be the hardest time of my life.. it's now or never.